2deepthinker

Barely Functionable

Posted on 10/19/09, 05:56 am

I have dreams of carrying out specific goals and aspirations like everyone else on earth. ButI am starting to believe that bi-polar is such a strong disease that it makes you barely functionable in this life.
I can barely do the simplest of things....
I want a normal relationship but might be coming to the conclusion that this is just impossible to carry out.
I am mentally damaged ever since a total mental collapse in 2006. As you all know these meds are no cure just helpers. Therefore, I am always on the rollercoaster ride from hell.
I keep asking the question....what am I to do?
Do you all have troubles functioning?
Chores are like mountains?
Going out like hell?
Relationships unmanageable because your too BP?

• Reply #1 10/20/09  8:20am
  
  HannaHana
  I wish I had any good advice to give you. I have a lot of trouble functioning normally. I'm finally doing laundry right now and it's been over a week...so there's a lot of catching up to do. Hopefully I can pull it off. All of my chores are like mountains. I'm trying to slowly chip away at them, but I'm going too slow and it's all just piling up.
  
  My relationship is horrible right now due to the BP...and my fiance's issues too, but I'm sure it's harder for me to cope with b/c of my BP. I don't go out, and I don't want to.

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