i am reaching out...i suffered from anorexia back in 1995 when i was 25.
a year ago i struggled with amedical issue and finally got back on track. june of 2009 i began an emotional affair with another guy. my husband found out. now, im back to old habits, eating to cover my pain. i do not want my medical issue that i had a year ago to come back. it will if i continue to eat my way to feeling better. my husband is struggling to trust me again, loves me and wants to rebuild. I need to get control over this demon inside. i dont like the way i feel after a binge. i cant starve myself like i did before, now i am binging and feeling guilty cause i know better, i am in counseling for my infidelity. why.....do i do this when i know better and how to use the tools that i am provided with