WE ARE GETTING ANOTHER BABY!!!! YEA!!!!!


Ok... here's the deal, I FINALLY talked to the BM last Sat. She said the reason for her not calling, was because her brother was giving her a hard time about putting this one up for adoption too! I think he & his wife have also been having trouble concieving, & he was trying to convince her to keep this one in the family. But like she was telling me, she said that would be even worse on her, seeing her child at family BBQ's, Christmas & family functions & for that child to be calling her "aunt".She said she would just really have a HARD time with that!!
So, she has decided to go with us afterall & give the child that we already have from her, a bio brother or sister!!! I am SO RELIEVED!!! I am just so ready for it now... I really have no fear of her backing out of this one... it's just that I feel so nervous all over again!
AND I AM SO SCARED!!! I DON'T KNOW THAT I COULD POSSIBLY LOVE ANOTHER ONE THE WAY THAT I LOVE MY SON!!!! He is our whole world!
So, now we just play the waiting game.... she will be going to the Dr. sometime in the next week or 2, & she will be having a sonogram to find out what she's having.
LORD, please grant me the patience that I need to make it untill ..hat's the unofficial due time)
I AM FEELING SO BLESSED!!! WHAT BETTER WAY TO BUILD THE FAMILY THAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED!!! (since I could not do it myself!)