I have an emotionally and can be physically abusive daughter who treats me pretty badly. She has long history or drug abuse and now I think its alcohol.
The little girl has had no stability in her 6 years of life. Her father in and out of jail. Her mother raging at her all the time and having soo many men in and out of the house. I had custody of this wonderful child for almost a year. My daughter has her back now and she is just such a nasty mean person to me. We can get into the worst fights. Anyone in their right mind would walk away from her but I always go back so that I can remain in this childs life. Meanwhile my daughter is taking full advantage of this. Has me babysitting constantly and I`am not well. Tonights fight was the worst and she tells the child lies about me. What is worrying me most is this little girl is only 6 years old and has already asked me if I use to drink wine. She seems to talk an awful lot about alcohol lately. Even tasted the vanilla when I told her that what alcohol tastes like. She said , yek.... But the history is what is scarying me. My daughter is an addict to drugs and alcohol and men. Her father is in and out of jail because of his addictions. When I was young er I made my mistakes and I know my daughter wants to tell this little girl who thinks the world of grandma that I used drugs. I`ve heard her say it in her rages. I`am so sick of being treated like this, its killing me. I lived for this child from the day she was born so to help raise her, because I was fearful of her mother and father and now I have this little girl who sees grandma being treated like crap all the time and I put up with it! I`am setting a horrible example for this child. I should probably walk away next time. But the worry , oh the worry about thaat beautiful little girl who calls me mama. Please help pray for her to turn okay and if there any hope for saving my daughter and my relatonship. The things she said tonight makes me really not know her. Filthy filthy mouth she has....Not a nice person at all.