Well where do i start? all my life i,ve kinda had alot of things happen to me i lost my special sister caroline when she was 14 and i was 12,i was never allowed to say goodbye to her,i also have many many health issues including several bouts of chemo which thankfully has saved my life,however i have lost my left kidney and more recently i lost my remaining kidney to yet more cancer ,i have no kidneys left i have also lost my bladder due yet again to cancer,i have had a radical hystorectomy when i was 27 again due to cancer,on top of that lot i have also passed out many times due to acute chronic pain as a result i have been hospitalised more times than i care to remember! just over 5years ago i was snached of the street in broad daylight by three men who took me to a lockup and for over 72hrs i was tourtured raped sodimisised until in the end i begged them to kill me there were more pigs waiting when i was snached ,no such luck! i haven,t got over what they did to me and i have had alot of councelloling sadly didn,t /hasen,t helped,just before christmas last year my husband of 23yrs we were together 25+yrs decided he needed space when actually he,d been talking to his whore for just under a year whilst putting me down 27/7,this whore has 3 kids 23 18 and 16yrs her old man is supposed to be a womaniser she knew my husband was married and she was prepared to break up my marriage so she could move in with my husband,which they have done only now my old man has decided the grass isn,t greener on the other side and now wants to come back to try and salvage our marriage! i had hoped it might be possible but i know in my heart it won,t work so i have filed for divorce,i have just broken my back after a little fall yet again i am in hospital! which by the way i absoulutly hate!so there you have it warts and all but i take each day as it comes and i always think there are many people alot worse off than me so as i said i take each day as it comes and as for my most recent cancer? well i,m now in stage 3 which isn,t good but i,ve been there once before and i,m still here. shaz x