Great idea Oldshakey, Thanks for the outlet ! I have been married three times and it has always bothered me to think I couldn't "get along" with my husbands. But. when I really got down to thinking about it, I realized it was not all my fault. My first husband : I was just to young, right Out of high school and didn't know what to do with myself. We had a bad break-up. My second husband: We were married for 10 1/2 yrs, and I was spoiled rotten. A mew house amd credit cards and anything I wanted,I got. So when my husband got layed off and took a job as a truck driver I was unfaithful to him and left him for another man (the love of my life) and I lost him after moving me and my family across the country to California. Then seven years later I met my third husband and he and I had a baby. He asked me several times to marry him and I kept telling him "NO". But, when the baby was a yeaar old I finally said yes and we went to Las Vegas and got married. And that was the end of it. It seemed like he chased me until i said "yes" and then he didn't anymore. I found out shortly thereafter that he was cheating on me and kicked him out. I have been alone ever since (going on 25 years now) and have had several boyfriends but not been tempted to marry. I asked God to forgive me for the mistakes I have made and I know he has and I have forgiven my husbands and msot of all myself. But, I can't amd won't forget about my past.
I don't know if this is what you had in mind for this site, but it is good to get it out of my system so thank you very much.
God Bless,
Lee
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new begining
Posted on 07/09/08, 06:01 am
My plan for this group is to create a place were people can go and talk about the positive side of recovery from the pain. to grow and become more at PEACE wtith past by living for today.
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Reply #1 07/09/08 8:42am
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Reply #2 07/09/08 4:10pm
yes this group is for people to talk about getting well.
good job! you are moving forward. thinking positive!
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Reply #3 07/10/08 11:36am
THANKS OLDSHAKEY YOU HAVE A GREAT IDEA. I HAVE HAD A PROBLEM TALKING ABOUT MY PAIN, BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE I WAS COMPLAING ALL THE TIME. I WOULD GET DEPRESSED THAT JUST NOT LIKE ME. I WOULD TRY TO TAKE PAIN PILLS, I DON'T LIKE THE WAY THEY MAKE ME FEEL. AND I DON'T SLEEP AT NIGHT. LAST NIGHT WHILE AT CHURCH, GOD MADE ME REALIZE I NEED TO GO TO HIM AND GIVE IT TO HIM. I DON'T WANT PAIN TO CONTROL ME. THAT HAS MADE ME FEEL BETTER TODAY EVEN THOUGH I AM STILL IN SOME PAIN. IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER JUST TO TELL SOMEONE. I KNOW YOU UNDERSTAND. THANKS AGAIN FOR THIS PLAN YOU HAVE. DEDE -
Reply #4 07/11/08 4:55am
Good work, Finding a different way to comunnicate pain, or atleast a different place to send your pain, to the one who has the power to with stand it and remove it from you............GOD.
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Reply #5 07/11/08 10:08am
Dear dede,
May God Bless you and keep you in his care. And may he take away the pain you have. Continue to turn to him with your troubles. He will always be there to help you.
God Bless,
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Reply #6 07/26/08 8:27pm
Thank you so much for creating this group.
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