Please everyone listen. I'm supposedly marked as a darkhearted person. I'm supposed to be a goat and live where the goats are and not with the rest of the sheep like I thought I was going to. I thought I was still a sheep but my lying and laziness got in the way too many times.



Do I think of myself as a goat spending the rest of my life designed for places meant to keep goats out of the way and possibly recruiting more sheep? No I do not. I don't think I'm spotless either. I feel that through Almighty God, The Keeper of The Third Heaven, will pardon absolve and erase the 9 years of big mistakes, bad decisions and bad habits I have acquired. Alot of the things that I've said and done and the decisions I've made have led me to where I am now. However, I am not giving up. I am NOT turning back on God and the multitude of friends and family that still see me the way they've seen me 9 years ago and nothing will move them from that.



I am asking only for prayers to Jehovah-Jireh from all of you. I believe I have been pardoned and given back unto me all of the that that I have lost as consequence to how I have been over the last 9 years. It's not too late. I don't feel it's too late and if I remember correctly, as long as we don't give up it WON'T be too late. If we think it will last only a couple of days then it will, right? God only allows us to live in the pain we're in only as long as we're letting ourselves live in it. Example: If we feel we can kick a headcold in 3 days, then we're gonna kick a headcold in 3 days.


I broke a promise I had made in prayer. Supposedly that's worse than anything. I firmly believe that I've been forgiven for that. Please help me all of you. I am just one and I've always heard that there's safety in numbers. Please pray without ceasing with me. Help me learn how to never lie again.