sweetlybroken

doctors visit

Posted on 11/09/09, 02:38 pm

Today I had a doctor's visit. It was not good news it was news that I didn't want to hear. I can't talk about it either cause I don't know how to get it out. Please know I am not dying my daughter always worries that I am going to die. We all have a time appointed on to death but as far as I know mine is not any time soon. I will write more when I can. Right now I just need prayers and hugs. Also my hubby hurt me really bad over it too so please pray for that too.

The doctor said He is worried about how I am coping and wants me to talk to someone. Hubby said if it cost anything I will have to learn to deal with it myself, which hurt me a lot. I am sorry I am rambling. hugsxx

• Reply #1 11/09/09  7:56pm
  
  Christbaby
  I only worry because I love you. I know though your in God's hands. I'm sorry you heard bad news today, and that your husband was upset with you. When your able to, you may always talk to us. I'm not able to talk to a counselor either, and don't think my pastor at the church is going to work out for me. I think with you, and others on here are my ones I'll find. I hope DS will be able to make a group that supports you kind of sickness. I would make one myself, but I don't know any others who has it other than you right now. I'm here for you though and I hope your be able to find someone that understands what crap your going through.
• Reply #2 11/09/09  10:33pm
  
  sweetlybroken
  ok here is the deal. Because of the mono I can not have any more procedures to try and ease the pain in my back cause they are afraid of meningitis for at least six months to a year. So with the pain I deal with and all the stuff going they are worried about my mental and physical well being. They also think the kidney stone is stuck in my tube. I am overwhelmed and feel so alone right now. I know I am not but I sure do feel like I am. I feel like I am alone fighting a battle that there is no possible way to win, but I know there is. Just too emotionally tired to fight . sorry
• Reply #3 11/10/09  1:18am
  
  Aust
  We will pray and hand you to the best fighter ever. You just rest and let God handle things for you. Dont try and take the battle back as I have done many times because I start to feel better. Have to remind myself why I am feeling better and leave it alone. Rest, and hand it all over. You know that my friend.lol
  Gentle hugs.
• Reply #4 11/10/09  1:07pm
  
  theGuardian
  Here's looking atchyu kid. Ya want I should visit hubby for ya, Shweethaht? lol
  
  OK, So I'm no Humphry B. But you just keep praying & getting better, we'll do the same. We already KNOW that God can handle anything. Nothing is ever out of His grasp. He can handle the pain, the tube stone, the mental, the physical, AND EVEN the Hubby. You just have to let him. mmmmmWAH! We'll be here for you.
• Reply #5 11/10/09  1:13pm
  
  wallyw44
  You are always in our prayers, Gina. Wally and Colleen

Remember when men and women respected eachother and families were the most important thing? This group is DS'S "safe house" where we practice just that. We are all one big family. EVERYONE has a say about EVERYTHING. We have several administrators who are not afraid to ban anyone (me included). We only invite friends so if you're invited leave your dislikes at the doorstep.