it's been a long time since I have been here. Sometimes life happily gets in the way of my problems. But then you think it's gone for a awile and then you turn the corner and bam!! it hits you!! So far so good for me. But do to my List of mental problems my doctors say that I can't or shouldn't have any more kids. I Will be having a tubal on the 8th of may. I am not happy about this but I can't put myself in that state again. My two year old depends too much on me.