Discussion Topic
THE DREAM OF YOU {POEM BY ME}
Posted on 04/22/08, 04:06 am
THE DREAM OF YOU
IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND BRIGHT
YOU LOVE ME AND HUG ME
AND TUCK ME IN AT NIGHT
YOU EYES SHINE WITH LOVE
FOR ME
AND YOU CAN NEVER GET
ENOUGH OF ME
BUT THE DRAGON OF REALITY
SEEMS TO PULL ME BACK
AGAIN AND AGAIN
REMINDING ME THAT I'D BE
LUCK IF YOU WERE JUST A FRIEND
I CAN SEE THE DISAPPOINTMENT IN YOUR EYES
IT VIOLENTLY TEARS ME UP INSIDE
I KEEP SAYING IM SORRY
BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO HEAR ME
OR DONT SEEM TO CARE
I TEAR MYSELF UP INSIDE
HATING ME
THINKING MAYBE THIS WILL
BRING YOUR LOVE BACK TO ME
YOUR HATE FOR ME
HAS SEEPED INTO ME
I HATE ME
BECAUSE YOU HATE ME
SO HOW DO I LIVE
HOW DO I SURVIVE
LEARNING TO LIVE AND DANCE
AROUND THE LIES
I CAN FEEL MYSELF SINKING
WILL YOU RESCUE ME
DONT WORRY IF I SINK THEYLL JUST BLAME ME
IM TRYING TO BECOME STRONGER
TRYING TO MAKE THE WORLD BELIEVE
BUT THAT LITTLE GIRL INSIDE
JUST WONT DIE
SHE WONT STOP TRYING TO
REACH FOR YOUR LOVE
I MUST SLUMBER NOW
AT LEAST THERE YOU LOVE ME
I MUST SLUMBER NOW
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Reply #1 04/22/08 5:49am
Know that I'm here for you. Even if family isn't (except in our dreams) then friends should be here for one another. :( -
Reply #2 04/22/08 7:46pm
Oh thank you so much. I need all the support I can get. I'm here for you too. Thank you so much -
Reply #3 04/23/08 2:57am
I read this a second time today and realized... that I've never had a happy dream of my mother. I've had thoughts wishing to see my mom in a happy light but I never have. :( this realization saddens me. Even when I was younger she was angry or irritated unless she was smoking. But she quit around 7 years ago and has lost all control of her anger it seems since then.. Hm. Sad :( I'm sorry but once again I'm here if you want to chat. I have msn too. -
Reply #4 04/25/08 4:29pm
Thank you so much for that. I have msn, yahoo, aol. So if you want to chat anytime as well just let me know. I'm here for you anytime.
Hugs to such a wonderful friend you are,
Jennifer
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