Allie072408

One year tomorrow..July 24

Posted on 07/23/09, 11:45 pm

I can't believe it's been a whole long year that I lost my dad. It feels like yesterday & forever ago at the same time that I walked through his house, only to find my uncle standing there saying my pop passed early that morning. My brother & sister & I didn't make it in time..It hurts so much everyday. I've been told the missing him will never go away but it will easier..I'm still waiting. I remember thinking last summer that tomorrow was so far away & I had nothing to worry about. Now here it is & I can't stop thinking about him & that dreadful day/weekend after. So much has changed in my life that he's missing out on. I'm scared & miss him terribly :/

• Reply #1 07/25/09  11:30am
  
  LanceK
  I lost my handicapped daughter just over a year ago. On the anniversary of her passing a picture I had on my computer changed. So say it got corrupted, but then all 12 pictures in the story should have changed too. They did not. So after a year of these before and after life communications from a previously non-verbal mentally handicapped child (past at 24 years old)...I hope you read our story and get some comfort for you lose of you father. My mother, and father have come to me in my dreams and I know they are doing great and with my daughter. Lets just say I have experience something of a miracle I am suppose to share with all regarding lose of our loved ones. I am sorry for you lose and your sadness. We all get to see them again when we too go home. Lance
• Reply #2 07/27/09  3:28pm
  
  dbain
  I lost my husband over two years ago now and my son just in Jan of this year. I can tell you that the pain is always there but time dulls it some. I completely understand everything you are going through. I've been there/am still there. Honey I don't believe he's missing out on your life, just viewing it from a different "angle". He's around you still.
  Open your heart and your mind and maybe you'll be blessed with a sign from him.
  Love an hugs!
• Reply #3 08/15/09  3:38am
  
  nurse23
  Im sorry I missed your special but difficult day ..
  The pain will never go away.. but as we grow with acceptance that they are in heaven,
  the emptiness fills with a sense of peace and a promise that life will once again be reunited with your dad.

This group was created for people who feel they have been contacted by their loved ones after death and to share their stories and experiences. I encourage all of you to share your amazing stories and lift each other up.Based on the book " Hello From Heaven" IN DEDICATION TO:(CRYSTAL NICHOLSEN, CADENCE TORRES 2/11/07) and (RYAN SCAMMAN-RAWSON 4/15/06).May they shine brightly above like stars and remind us of their love everyday!