archangels

Please will someone help me?

Posted on 01/29/09, 06:38 pm

Why is it that i,m getting punished for all the hell he and his whore are putting me through,if you read my journal you will see that i am very very angry at god,why? well because i feel i am being punished for something i haven,t done! i was bloody kidnapped in broad daylight used abused raped sodimised and beaten black and bloody blue,then my old man leaves me after telling me i will never leave you,then he does just that! he,s left me,he,s smashed my heart to bits he has shacked up with his whore just down the road from where i live, almost like he,s tormenting me,then people wanna know why i question wether god is there and if so why do this?why allow kids to get used abused and why all this pain and heartache,can you blame me for asking? i wish right now that i was the person i used to be,then i was independant and happy,i had loads of friends,then i get all that crap happen to me and i,m damaged goods,i am now questioning my faith right now,i just dunno what to do anymore please will someone help me? have you got the answer,s cuz if you have please tell me cuz right now i,m bloody lost and i don,t really know where i am in this world anymore

• Reply #1 01/30/09  6:06pm
  
  blether2
  I am sorry i dont have any answers for you i sometimes think about if god is really there too. Often i think why does all this bad happen to good people. I can never find an answer. So i am sorry that i cant help you on this one. But i am here for you if you want to talk. PM me anytime and i will get back to you as soon as i can.
  Take care and (((HUGS)))
• Reply #2 02/01/09  10:56pm
  
  eklord
  I'm sorry you feel that way, and have been through so much. Please remember that God is right by your side because it is usually us who turn our backs on Him. It is normal to blame Him for our troubles, but it is up to us to change our mindset and circumstances. God bless you. You are welcome to join my group entitled, "Pastoral Care," which I believe would be a great encouragement to you as well. Blessings.

THIS GROUP IS FOR EVERYONE PEOPLE WHO SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION OR HAVE BEEN THRU ABUSE OR PEOPLE WHO ARE CARERS FOR DISABLED OR ILL PEOPLE OR THOSE WHO SUFFER PAIN THRU ILLNESS ANY ONE WHO NEEDS SUPPORT..SOMEWHERE TO BE SAFE AND MAKE FRIENDS..