Two days a year Chris's birthday and Mothers day really make me sad. I will sit in church on Mothers day and listen to the preacher pray for the mothers who have passed. I have always felt left out. Not one preacher has ever mentioned the mothers who have lost children. We are still parents and just a little acknowledgement would go a long way with me. I usually stay home from church on Mothers day, but the kids want me to go. I am not feeling good today and I hope my meaning was plain. Sometimes I think faster than I type and forget what I wanted to say. Love to all you guys out there. I appreciate the support and positive uplift you send me.