I have lost 84 pounds in the last year and a half. The more I lose the more out of control my addiction gets. It's like in order to fight the addiction I have to be totally aware of it at all times. So in turn having to think of it so much makes me want to indulge in it even more. And whats worse is now I have to binge on way more food to get the same high I used to get on smaller amounts. Like before I lost the weight I could binge on like 800 calories and be high. Now were talkin like 1200-1500 to get me high. I am sooo scared and don't know what to do.