i am sick alot with my tmj keeping me up. i had enough of docs sending me around to get help. i hope to get some relief from the pain when i see my dentist. i feel alone when i am sick despite the help i get cause all i feel is internal hell burning my soul to the ground. i feel tired easily annoyed since i cant sleep well. i feel i am going crazy. i just live each day with endless pain and a feeling of isolation. i feel lifeless and invisible with my body slipping away from me.