some weeks i do great. i snack all day i gain weight i eat whatever i want. but then it comes crashing down. i have huge melt downs after eating what i want and soon start to restrict again. but when im doing good all my friends from Renfrew (where i was inpatient for to long) are really counting on me and telling me what an inspiration i am. i love that they can lean on me but im not strong enough to hold up myself sometimes. right now im in the phase of going back to restrciting. i ahd so many fries today and had a huge crying meltdown for an hour and a half. so tomarrow ill probably try to restrict although i have lost alot of that power and will cave and snack, causing my melt down cycle to begin...