im exactly the same hun.. i dint see my dad for a week before the fire and the last time i saw him was when i persuaded him to go to hospital. i couldnt go with him as i wa babysitting and i couldnt face to see him in hospital yet again. the doctors told me he was getting better and the next day we got that reded call.. its my biggest regret that i culdnt tell him how much i love him, i ust hope he knew as we always had a good relationship...its his 2 year annervesary on the 28th november and im already shaky an emotional. i dont think ive dealt with his death. i keep pushing it out subconciously trying to forget bad memories and keep the good. everyday i fake a smile an laugh my way through the pain but its kiling me inside..
i totally understand your situation an if you ever need to talk just message me okaii xxx
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2nd yr anny
Posted on 11/05/09, 11:28 pm
Nov 6th will be the 2nd anny of my dads passing and as I have over come so many obstacles it is stil very difficult and overwhelming to come to this day yet again. Here is to you dad, I miss you and I love you. We parted ways in a way that I did not want and I think about you everyday. I wish I could go back in time but thats what everyone says.
RIP daddy
RIP daddy
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Reply #1 11/10/09 6:18pm
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