I have a long distances relationship with my boyfriend of two years. I don't get to see him that often. Maybe once or twice a year. Three if I am lucky. Well I'm suppose to go back home on the 4th of November, but his mother had mentioned me staying longer, (shes the one who pays for my tickets, she has money to spare) sometime after thanksgiving. I'm very excited at that point. I never got to spend a meaningful holiday with my boyfriend before. She said it wouldn't be a problem with me staying longer and she'd pay for it. Well sadly, the next day my boyfriends step dad gets sick and has to be in the hospital for a little bit. Then I begin to worry because now this might mean I cannot stay longer. Medical bills and what not. THEN, today, I learn that my boyfriends mother lost her job. Well now my hopes of staying longer have shattered. I haven't heard from my boyfriends mother because she has been at the hospital with her husband.... She's suppose to come home today...

I know. I sound selfish... But you've got it all wrong! I really do care with all my heart that his family is struggling right now. But at the same time... *Sighs*

Please, give me lots of prayer. Pray for a way that I might stay, and if God cannot do that, please pray that God will give me strength and comfort when I have to leave and get on that plane. Please prayer that my tears and sorrow will be at a minimum.

Do I need to give you my full name or will he know who your talking about when you pray...? ... Lol...