I am much older than most of you...an old decrepit lady of 56 years but my head and heart tell me I am only 33 years old. Not sure why it came up with 33 but that is where I am...or perhaps want to believe I am. Not bad for someone with 26 and 30 year old sons. I am a writer of sorts, poetry mostly. I used to write really good poetry before I started taking good medication for severe depression. I will fake it now and stick with the meds because I never want to go back to that black, hopeless hole I was in for far too many years. I am looking for a way to manage my disordered eating...something between binge eating and addiction to white carbs or anything that tastes good. Tried all the "normal" stuff including weight loss surgery...and still trying to manage this demon, which has haunted me for most of my life and has resulted in ill-health and disability. So I will start writing again...and hope you will read and mostly hope that this might be a way to find sanity in this area of my life. Thank you for being hear...and here. Hope to get to know each of you better!!