alearis

im down and sad

Posted on 06/10/09, 03:53 pm

i really havent felt so bad since 2 years ago. I cry almost all day and try to sleep the rest. I didnt want to come out of bed but my busband talk yesterday and change meds. I really feeling very bad. i just want to die. Sunday i took the car with the intention to crash it but i didnt have the courage. i really suffering.......thanks 4 listening

• Reply #1 06/10/09  11:21pm
  
  maggiepie
  So sorry you are having a hard time with depression.
  You aren't alone.I know it gets overwhelming at times.Its such
  a black painful place to be
  I will be thinking about you and praying that your meds.
  will kick in soon.
  I'm here if you need a friend.
  Maggie
  
• Reply #2 06/11/09  3:44pm
  
  nevagiveup
  im so sorry hunni u must remember we all feel like that sometimes i have just upped my meds 2 so hang on in there u will feel better soon xxx
• Reply #3 06/11/09  6:56pm
  
  olenka1
  Do you have some kind of support sytem in place? It's at times like this that you need support from family,friends,therapists etc. so that you can get well again. If you've got a p.doc./therapist you need to book an appointment with them ASAP. It's important to get a network of people so they can look after you. I have a network of people who ring the p.doc. if I can't, take me to the docs. if I can't take myself,let me know if I'm getting too manic etc. Maybe you could draw up an agreement with your husband if you haven't already. I'm always around if you need to chat.Good Luck!
• Reply #4 06/12/09  9:05pm
  
  alearis
  Thanks 4 all the support it helps me a lot. Just by reading it, makes me feel just little better. Saturday im reaching 14 days of been in be., I had to change of pdoc and meds and tomorrow i ll have my appointment. ill let u know.
  REALLY THANKS MY FRIENDS it means a lot that someone understand the way im feeling right now
  BLESSINGS TO ALL OF U THAT CARES 4 ME
• Reply #5 06/14/09  12:39pm
  
  nevagiveup
  u will get there just hold on and let the meds work for u xxxx
• Reply #6 06/19/09  1:42pm
  
  alearis
  Finally it is working. Today my husband force me to get out of the house and do some work outside. I feel very tired but he said that im on my way out. He is bipolar too. Today i have an appointment with my pdoc, i think he will gona be happy of the improvements. THANKS for listen. it means a lot 4 me.
• Reply #7 06/19/09  1:45pm
  
  alearis
  the other day i was reading some messages that contains this words: HALT
  H: HUNGRY
  A: ANGRY
  L; LONELINES
  T: ????
  
  what does this means in recovery???
• Reply #8 06/20/09  5:59pm
  
  TudorRose
  Hope your appointment with your p.doc went well and that you darkness is lifting. Going outside and being active is a good idea, your husband is right. The horrible thing is, you just don't feel like doing it! Be well.
• Reply #9 06/24/09  5:28pm
  
  alearis
  thanks 4 the support, im out again. I dont want to do nothing yet but im out of the darkness and that is a lot 4 me.

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