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fat and gross
Posted on 10/03/08, 07:02 pm
thats me..... I hate myself so i am a pissed off person. When I go somewhere I am always the fattest person there. Its frustrating to be overweight. And I knwo I am not pretty so I dont even bother worring about that shit. I had to vent........sorry
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Reply #1 10/03/08 9:09pm
You sound just like me. -
Reply #2 10/04/08 11:55am
You want to know what REALLY sucks???? my sister is 5'8 and about 125. Ya..wtf right??? -
Reply #3 10/07/08 12:31am
sounds like me too. Fat in the middle. I feel like every stares at me. Thats why I stay home. -
Reply #4 10/07/08 12:10pm
my mom gets mad when I talk about myself. But I am sick of feeling bad. And I dont have the enegry to excersise liek I should. I do some..but not enough. I think ihave shingles, i dont get the rash. I only have teh bans of pain. It hurts so bad i want to scream. and PMS..oh watch out. -
Reply #5 10/07/08 11:11pm
I feel the same, I know what must be done, however can not achieve. How do we get past this to better our selves? Emotional that is. -
Reply #6 10/08/08 2:37pm
Its not that i need valadation. someone to say your pretty or you look good. because it would be a lie anyway. Its just the way I feel. I dont look good to myself...so why in hell would I look good to anyone else? I just joined and thought what the hell..just say it outloud. I self loath..and I wonder if I will ever look good to myself? I was invited to a party...the guy asked me to wear a skirt and heels, LOL..YA thats will happen..when pigs fly. So people can look at me and say...should shouldent be wearing that. I dont even own a skirt..well one that fits me! blah...... -
Reply #7 10/12/08 3:57pm
i no exactly how u feel.. -
Reply #8 11/17/08 8:03am
knows how u feel too. -
Reply #9 01/10/09 1:22pm
"Its not that i need valadation. someone to say your pretty or you look good. because it would be a lie anyway. Its just the way I feel. I dont look good to myself...so why in hell would I look good to anyone else? I just joined and thought what the hell..just say it outloud. I self loath..and I wonder if I will ever look good to myself? I was invited to a party...the guy asked me to wear a skirt and heels, LOL..YA thats will happen..when pigs fly. So people can look at me and say...should shouldent be wearing that. I dont even own a skirt..well one that fits me! blah......"
Couldn't relate anymore to that statement.!!! -
Reply #10 01/10/09 4:06pm
I feel the same way too.
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Body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) is a mental disorder in which the affected person is excessively concerned about and preoccupied by an imagined or minor defect in his or her physical features. The sufferer may complain of several specific features or a single feature, or a vague feature or general appearance, causing psychological distress that impairs important functioning (e.g. occupational or self-care) or social aspects of life.
