MsStressAlot

I just broke up with the boyfriend

Posted on 07/04/09, 04:07 am

He didn't treat me very well and ran out on my every time we had a problem. I would beg and he would come back. It was my anxiety, my fear of being alone, my fear growing old alone that kept me begging him. He left again today, so I finally got the nerve to sign a new lease, I'm moving out.

It's so painful, I'm so full of anxiety I can't even eat. I'm already thin and tall as it is, 5'9" normally 125lbs, but I'm already down to 115! Gawd!!! He can't do this to me anymore. I won't let him.

I know the next couple of weeks are going to be terrible, I have to move, I have to get use to being alone, I finally have no reason to continue drinking, so that too needs to go

It would be so much easier if I didn't have this severe anxiety disorder.

• Reply #1 07/04/09  4:08am
  
  MsStressAlot
  I wish I didn't have to work next week, that is the worse. Going in looking so sickly, and I have a real demanding software job.
• Reply #2 07/22/09  4:06pm
  
  OmiMone
  Honey hang in there.. sorry I have not been around here been busy at work and home.. I am here for you if you need to talk.. please just sent me a message .... brighter days are ahead.. you just have to learn how to have those brighter days.. I had to learn and now I am almost back to where I once was ... with lots of help from my friends here and my trust in God.. never give up and yes if he did not treat you right you deserve better.... Hugs Simone
• Reply #3 10/25/09  11:24am
  
  mycat
  hang in there MsStressAlol

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