i was abused by my brother around 9 or 10 i guess, i wasnt as bad as alot of people but i still struggle with it. i have been trying to get help but every time i find someone to help something happens and i dont get a chance to talk about it. i dont talk to my brother much but not because of this. we just dont communicate much. when i do see him we talk and i dont hate him for some reason. please help me to figure all this out and sort through all of this so i can move on. i hate remembering thi