please don't do anything rational. we are here for you and we care. your a good person. I know it can be hard at times,but hang on please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please do not give up! There is hope!! Am going to write you a message right away.

It sounds like the last straw was your doctors refusing to refill your pain medication until you see him and you won't have insurance for a couple of weeks. You can call him tomorrow and tell him that. Tell him also that you are severely depressed and cannot take the stress of not having your medication and that you felt suicidal even last night.

I read your journal and just a couple of days ago you were enjoying yourself. So it is the depression doing the talking. Don't let the depression do the talking. If it keeps drowning you out tell your husband or call 911.

don't give up sweetie, there's so mony people out here that will be there for you, and talk to. Life with depression,and other problems is rough, but please try to hang in there.

Please don't go in that direction. U have to think of your 5 yr old. A sick mommy is better than no mommy.I know Zoloft is generic now and no sample can be given, but there has to be a way. I know alot of people in medicine and I am willing to find out if there is a way to help you get your meds at no cost or for little.I know u fell desperate right now, but there are people here that want to help.Don't give in...don't let it consume you.Please be here tomorrow!

Please don't hurt yourself. Your family needs you. Robyn is right...the depression is talking.

I know exactly how you are feeling right now but please think of your children. They need their mother. Please dont do anything to hurt yourself. Go to the nearest er and they will help you. They really do even if its until you start to think clearly. I know this because I was admitted twice and plus had to go to a PHP program for 4 weeks until I was readmitted while going there. Please dont do anything. I here if you would like to chat. If I dont respond right away give me a few minutes because I cleaning my house for that my kids can come back home with me and check my messages/ims/and e-mail every few minutes to see if anyone needs me. My sn on aim and yahoo is gonecrazybbl8 and my e-mail is momgonecazy@wowway.com. This goes for anyone.Joann

Please don't give up. That's so sad I'm sorry you feel that way. But just wait a few days it will get better. I understand what your going through. Just think of your children though. If you want to talk I'm here. HUGs

Many of us have been there, but PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP. You are not alone. You have MANY friend who you many not even know who are here to support, help and be with you. Talking helps. Talk to us....

I bet you are a brill mum and a good wife. I find when I feel that way it is a cry for help.Please try and hang on. Talk to someone and things may get a little easier. We areall here to help.