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Sunday May 19, 2013
This entry is just to memoralize my one year mark. I survived and I am not sure how I did it but all of a sudden it is here. I kept so busy & went to work for someone else since we had our own business and it has been so difficult. One year and I am just now getting to the place where I know this is real, this is forever until I go meet our Lord & see my friend again. It is almost u...
Kenny, I miss you so so much. It's so hard to believe that you aren't ever
coming home to me. I am having such a hard time dealing with you leaving me.
I know you didn't want to leave. We put up quite a fight to keep you here for
us. I thank God everyday that I was given the opportunity to be able to
know what real love is with you.Not everyone knows what a wonderful feeling
it is to love a...
Yesterday, I wasn't feeling too good. I was hoping
that I had a sinus infection. Unfortunately looks like
I have a cold. Because I have emphysema this is
really critical for me. If anyone does read this
journal, please please pray for me that I will
be able to get well fast. So, I probably won't
be able to write to any of you for a bit.
Thanks so much for the really good support.
I think I have l...
i got the worst call today claire my wife doesnt want to see me. one of the nurses just rang me up.
i feel so lost i mean its bad enough she doesnt know who i am but now not wanting to see me i dont even though know why. all i was told was that she had a bad night and doesnt want to see me well the man who keeps comning up i think he called steve, it hurts so much.
i feel like im losing my mind l...
I lost my husband of 14yrs marriage on Jan. 4, 2013.He died 1wk before our youngest daugther bday and 2wks before our 14yrs wedding annviersary. He was only 39yrs old. I am only 34yrs old with 3 kids. Our oldest is his daughter from a prev marriage she is 20 our son from mine prev relationship is 18 and our daughter together is only 11yrs old. I was there when the hostipal work on him for an...
On April 5th, 2013 my husband and I took off on a trip for Orlando, FL. We were to meet some friends and look at a condominium on Daytona, Beach. That night we had a couple bloody Mary's that our Friend Nicole is famous for. The next day we agreed to all meet at the pool for a cook out. My husband went up to the room and was gone for an unusual amount of time. I call...
I visited my beautiful daughter in the hospital today, she is in the final throes of acute alcoholism. She has a bacterial infection so one must suit up to visit her. She still carries on a pretty good conversation, but her mind wanders. I doubt she will ever leave where she is, possibly to a nursing home,
I had 2 brothers, no sisters, so I was thrilled when I ha...
EMS came and took him to P. Phillips hospital and Nicole drove me to the hospital. I cannot remember a whole lot that evening. I know his heart stopped beating again and the paddles were used. 3 times in total. They brought him up to ICU where he was immediately put on life support. I had surgery the day before and ended up in the ER.
Joey was still trying to breath...
Tonight I struggle to go through 30 years worth of things in our kitchen. I am doing the remodel of the kitchen we had planned, but it is killing me. The memories are so strong with everything I touch. I am angry that I am doing this alone now. This is a huge undertaking and it will be beautiful, but you will not be here. I am so sad and nothing seems to help. ...