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Saturday November 28, 2009
Frustrating Stories
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Just as you think you've progressed a smidgen, something in the brain comes along and throws you for a loop...I know that I've got a long way to go, since it'll only be three months this coming Friday...But, God, how long does it take for when I can go to bed or get out of bed or bathe, or eat, or try to go about my daily chores without thinking of how much My Dwight suffere...
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jf wants me to sign something saying i never stopped their fight because i am female
Saturday, August 23, 2008 |
by: 79pounds
so the saga continues. i copied the stuff from yesterday below as i don't know if everyone saw it. i added it later in the day. i stopped a fight with that scumbag guy that comes over here all the time, but who can fix things and is a good cook, but because there is always trouble with him i rather he not come here. except he is a neighbor for the passe...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
Friends, I seem to be bouncing around today.
Basically at this point I'm not a basket case. That's a plus. But, one minute , I'm mellow the next I'm crying like a baby...
I can handle that. I just don't want to let the sorrow take over. I know that would be so easy. I refuse to let myself get to that point, EVER AGAIN. I feel like if I do I just may lose it completely.
I don'...1 Recommendation16 Comments -
I just read a few posts on the discussion board and it has left me with mixed emotions. My heart goes out to all those in such deep pain. I must be getting past that DEEP pain, because I WANT to look forward. I want to be happy. I am tired to hurting. But I am scared and don't know how to move on. And what is ahead?---- I wish I knew but I am afraid to find out. Its so easy here to bare my so...1 Recommendation7 Comments
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I am getting ot the point where I cannot take my "sleep" problems much longer. I fall alseep okay, probably too early, and I dream. It's not that the dreams are bad, weird but not awful, but I guess as I am coming out of my sleep, I suddenly get this "jolt" throughout my entire body, almost like I was just frightened by something and my heart starts racing and I ...1 Recommendation9 Comments
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I am doing the best I can. I am trying really hard to contain my bipolar...Geezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz it is hard work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My riding lawnmower is acting up! We got an new filter for it, but that didn't work! We tried new spark plugs but seems they were the wrong ones. The issue is, we need to wait and try the right spark plugs. Larry just keeps want...1 Recommendation7 Comments
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Lexapro 20 mg is making me bounce off the wall so I am afraid to take anymore I could so easily jump through my Glass Doors the way I am feeling right now. I can't sleep whatsoever and the doctors office is closed for the weekend now what do I do? I just can't win I feel worse not better because I wanna lean up against a wall and bang my head and thats not good at all. I will stop the med...1 Recommendation8 Comments
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It has been almost 19 months now and I thought by now I would be getting a different reaction from people when I share memories of my husband in conversations. My daughter had her wisdom teeth out today I shared how it reminded me of when her dad had his out years ago. They both woke from the anethestic in such a chatty mood. It was so funny. So, I shared the story with se...1 Recommendation8 Comments
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I really thought those "grief stages" were for everyone else but me! Am I wrong? Because, I think I might be on ANGER. A friend called me this weekend and he was going on and on about this "paper work" that he had that he really thought was going to help me so much. I've waited three days to receive it. He just emailed it to me because he had ...1 Recommendation10 Comments
