Wednesday October 22, 2014
heading to see my mom tomorrow afternoon, I am anxious as to see how she is its been 6 weeks since I have seen her. Not expecting any change and not expecting her to know who I am but it will put peace in my heart to see her face, even if she doesn't remember who I am. Wish me luck, and I am still holding onto my goal of not crying when I see her ;)
I feel death’s icy grip around my neck slowly tighten and I hear myself screaming in agony, resentment, and happiness.
this is the most ghastly way to say: I choked on an ice cube