Saturday November 29, 2014
I feel so shut out a disconnected from life and people.I have lost control andbasically all feeling. My friends barely talk to me, and we never hang out anymore. Ever since Zyprexa(2 years ago) I have lost the will to live and would be quite content if it simply ended soon. I had all these goals set earlier in life, but now I can't see my self living beyond senior year. I used to be an overachiev...
I feel infinitely better now and may even be attracted to someone again :D
Unfortunately, I have at least 5 tests to make up and next week happens to be TAKS week(The "accurate" standardized test Texas uses, but is being replaced by STAAR)