What is Tinnitus
Tinnitus, "ringing ears" or ear noise is a phenomenon of the nervous system connected to the ear, characterised by perception of a ringing, beating or roaring sound (often perceive...
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Tuesday December 1, 2009
Rambling Stories
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i have this dumb habit of getting my hopes up about things..
investing too much of my heart into things..
i learn the hard way time and time again but i just keep on doing it.
why?
i really wish i knew.
i think we all probably do that.
does anyone ever really learn to fully love theirself?
to fully trust someone?
to just completely hand over your heart and say 'hey, dont fuck me over'?
i really sh...
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It's been tooooooo long since I wrote, Ive been slackin! well let's see... I have been introduced to Herxing first hand and I dont much like it. Im sick of telling people "no ma'am or sir it's not the flu/cold/sinus/allergy/typhod/bubonic plague..... it's because I have Lyme disease and I am having a bad day/week/month/year/life and just because you and little johnni...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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There is so much about the mind that we don't understand.
For the past several weeks/months, my wife has been dancing on the border of psychosis. Psychosis is that line where the mind loses its ability to distinguish reality.
She often steps to the other side, mainly in the form of deep-seated paranoia. She is angry and dejected when she is in that place, and very little can tempt h...2 Recommendations11 Comments -
It's been a week since my last entry. I've become addicted to playing Oblivion on the XBox. It's a dangerous game, in that it doesn't seem to have an end.
I've surviving at work, and I'm kinda dying at home. No motivation. The house, as usual, is a mess. My step-daughter has gone vegetarian, which for some reason means that we ALL have to go ve...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
I've got to get over this. I just can't seem to stop crying. Everything reminds me of him. I still think I'm gonna see his big head pop around the corner or hear him dragging his feet from one end of the house to the other. It's quiet. Too quiet. I picked up his ashes today. Still not sure what to do with them. Was gonna spread them over h...1 Recommendation11 Comments
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that's what I'd be saying if I read my journal....wah wah wah wah wah..... bite me, Im allowed to bitch. I had a good day yesterday, felt almost human. Missed my job and wanted to go running back, lead a normal life again....yadda yadda blah blah. Im not having a bad day per se but I'm just not frickin normal and I want to be. I always thought it would be cool to not have to wor...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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Why me!! What have I ever done to deserve the way my life has gone, and is still going. I feel so bad most of the time, I can't see anything good ever and I feel that all I ever get is bad.
I feel like I deserve to be punished in this life as that is all I have ever had. Yesterday was really crap. I argued with my son, yet again. Why won't he ever listen to me when all I am trying to...2 Recommendations4 Comments -
i wake up and i feel pain all day. i am looking outside the sun is shining. but deep inside i feel angry frustated like i lost my own soul. i try my ipod and i still feel sad within. i am just about had it with negativity in my mind. but feeling your nerves get hit hard with ear ringing and migraines hurts!! it makes me irritable. i am seeing my doc on may 18. i can not eat comfortably. i f...2 Recommendations7 Comments
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ear ringing and migraines hurt me. then i have this damn jaw pain with palatal myoclonus. there are involuntary movements in neck and throat. i feel sad and depressed. i feel bad about being sick. i feel like i had it with living in a cold city. i do not trust my friends. now i am going
to do me and rely on god. thx ds. i am sick now. i pray u feel better1 Recommendation4 Comments
