What is Tinnitus
Tinnitus, "ringing ears" or ear noise is a phenomenon of the nervous system connected to the ear, characterised by perception of a ringing, beating or roaring sound (often perceive...
Join Now
Wednesday November 25, 2009
STORY WALL
-
Journal Entry for November 24, 2009
uh, ohhhh. i think i need to try go to sleep before my cool day goes sour.i need to convince myself that was went on today was okay and that my brain is silly for reflecting and scrutinising every de...
-
More »MEMBERS IN NEED
-
Tuesday, August 05, 2008 – 4:50 P.M.
Just when I thought life could not get much worse, it did. The best CNA I have helping me (Rachelle) has just taken a leave of absence because of a medical problem. A bone in her shoulder is dissolving, and there are bone chips “floating around” in her shoulder.
Additionally, another CNA who works with her in the mornings is moving to San ...
1 Recommendation
7 Comments
-
More »INSPIRATIONAL STORIES
-
Tuesday, September 02, 2008 – 3:15 P.M.
I am feeling a little better today than yesterday. A little of one of my home remedies may have helped with my bowel problem. My abdominal pain is still hanging around, so it looks like I will have to put up with it until I see my doctor on Friday. My back also feels better, but not by much.
As if I am not having enough trouble already, I had some p...1 Recommendation5 Comments
-
More »POETRY CORNER
-
-
fuck the doctorsthey can suck my dickalmost left m...
lovewins Jan 13, 2009
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 |
fuck the doctors
they can suck my dick
almost left me to die in the er sick
said i was not ashmatic
i almost died in the street
coughing but no one cared to see
screw the haters i'ma live to be my own player
i just got my onw taste of fucked up reality
now it is about my money
tired of gettin bullied by the mothafuckn system
all my life was people's victim
now i am now gonna portray confidence
fuck t...3 Recommendations12 Comments -
i need the love of me to believe in only meso i ca...
lovewins Mar 03, 2008
Monday, March 3, 2008
i need the love of me
to believe in only me
so i can love thee
in a more readily fashion
my life loses passion
when i sulk about the past
people will be bad
but i can choose the silent golden path
to be happy to laugh
yes i do feel sick and stressed
it is hard to caress the sun
but i am a new one
who sees love as the kingdom
i feel like we forsake ourselves
for others to tell
us how to live well
sacrificin our ...7 Recommendations8 Comments -
...
tammyashiloh Jan 12, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
MY JOURNEY
I was a beautiful flower born unto this earth amongest the posionous plants and weeds.
They taught me some good but mostly about pain, hurt and disappointments.
As I grew my pedals fell off one by one, finding out those you thought were your world
were just as scared and confused as you were.
They forced their sins on you forgetting you were just a little flow...4 Recommendations10 Comments -
new year in geari feel the pressure is in mindtime...
lovewins Dec 30, 2008
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
new year in gear
i feel the pressure
is in mind
time to let all out tonite
i was feelin a bit down
then i looked inside
i felt blind inside
i felt weak cuz i had an illness
why did i feel such BS
i am on DS
gettin all this help
yet i feel i have shit to prove to whom
my mind is fragile like a woman's womb
in need of love i talk to mom
then i ask god why am i lettin on
thoughts of despair
found out i needed...4 Recommendations10 Comments -
i am from new york cityi face misery hostilitystil...
lovewins Nov 25, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
i am from new york city
i face misery hostility
still i can breathe
i have big dreams
like owning a piece of a home
where i can have my family
no need to live halfway
i hate seeing day by day
the ghetto life of pain and hate
gotta make my wages
so i can pay my rent
and get off the stupid medications
with hope faith and meditations
bipolar i am for sure
with prayer i will endure
hate people tellin me i may be si...5 Recommendations8 Comments -
we talk and gossip alothow much we gotwe brag to t...
lovewins Dec 01, 2008
Monday, December 1, 2008
we talk and gossip alot
how much we got
we brag to the point of no mercy
a little money makes us greedy
we ask god for forgiveness
but we hold on to negative seeds
disabled and the poor suffer
and all u say u need a lover
we need to be thankful or lose our faith
i meditate pray to end my tormented shame
wish the world could change
but if money brings u love
then i am just gotta let u indulge in ur lus...4 Recommendations8 Comments -
all this staring and lokin at each other like stra...
lovewins Sep 22, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
all this staring and lokin at each other like strangers
is such an old adage i see as a hater
i am real to me
no need to attract nobody
i am a somebody
we need love
not prescipition drugs
love is us4 Recommendations8 Comments -
when i was down and outyour ass was makin me look ...
lovewins Mar 02, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
when i was down and out
your ass was makin me look like a little clown
who the fuck do u think i am
i smile and u think i am a damned
mothafuckin punchin bag
fuck u all who think i am gonna fall
fuck tryin to do shit your way
i am the man no games
all this tryin to stay sane
bullhist is impossible in a fucked up loveless soulless world
fuck this and that
i got one mind that
can see past the crap and tras...3 Recommendations8 Comments -
lord knows my painlord knows we achethe life we li...
lovewins Nov 27, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
lord knows my pain
lord knows we ache
the life we live
got us feelin sick
some got aids
some got cancer
we need money not for war
but to solve the question
of why poverty is still pressin
in africa we need more money
not government oppression
hate is an issue of lack of self love
in a society where money is love
we lose trust
we start to lust
become another to become
a fake bust
what is the life that is so rea...4 Recommendations7 Comments -
i see dreams but i rather be present with mei pay ...
lovewins Aug 21, 2008
Thursday, August 21, 2008
i see dreams but i rather be present with me
i pay more attention
to you than to me
but i get bored with apprehension
than i turn to read
maybe my ipod will help me breathe
yes god loves me
i am you in many ways
let me stop trying to gaze
at the place where i see people go insane
cuz i too go a bit insane
livin in a world of pain
still i see lover's reign
park full of kids today
makin love still makes the...4 Recommendations7 Comments -
cryin to see christ deliver me from helloh i see t...
lovewins Mar 26, 2008
crying with bloody tears but hopeful
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
cryin to see christ deliver me from hell
oh i see the pain dwell
like the envy from an inmate in jail
i yearn to be away from the painful hail
that loneliness makes a bruise on me
i will seek forgiveness within
and make amends with my sins2 Recommendations9 Comments -
This is s poem im working on, this is draft one. a...
KrusH May 25, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009 |
This is s poem im working on, this is draft one. any input would be apreciated :)
She is the nicest girl you will ever meet
But you will never know her name
You would never even talk to her
Because she seemed far too plain
She stood with a heart as bright as the sun
But exclusion and isolation clouded her soul
You could have picked her up and cleared her skies
But you laughed and heckled her, forcing he...1 Recommendation9 Comments
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 |
fuck the doctors
they can suck my dick
almost left me to die in the er sick
said i was not ashmatic
i almost died in the street
coughing but no one cared to see
screw the haters i'ma live to be my own player
i just got my onw taste of fucked up reality
now it is about my money
tired of gettin bullied by the mothafuckn system
all my life was people's victim
now i am now gonna portray confidence
fuck t...3 Recommendations12 Comments -
-
Commented on by