Teen Anxiety Support Group

I am 17, and I struggle with body issues, boy issues, familiy issues, school issues...etc. In the country I live, you need the school grades to get into college. Plus, i want to go to med school, but that is the most difficult carreer here. today i received the worst grade i have ever gotten and it reduced a lot my chances to get a good final school grade and go to college. i now this is not the end of the world, but this just made other problems come out, and now i cant stop crying, so i joined this support group.
i am also crying because i am in love. at least, i think i am. and he was in love with me also, and we were friends too. it was perfect. until i kissed him. it was the first time i had every kissed somebody. the kiss was perfect, but the next day, he kissed another girl. we have not talked for about a year. what really bothers me is that he is not talking to me. i would go and confront him, but i really think that he is the one who should fix this up because he messed it up.
also, my parents told me and my sister that they were going to couples therapy because they arent having a good time for a while. my mother however keeps telling me things about my father and that really puts me in a really weird possition. and i dont tell her how this makes me feel because i know she needs to talk to somebody. plus, she has chron, so she suffers a lot and lives in constant pain.
and you know, theres the tipical body issues of girls. i dont have the worst body, but i used to have a much better one until i suddenly got fat. this might be due because i have pre-dabietes and many other weird diseases.
however, even though i am not bad looking, i dont really receive as much attention from boys.
and what is worse, is that all this problems make me realize how stupid i am for worrying for grades or my body. i mean, there are sooo many people in the world who struggle with problems that dont even compare with the ones i am having right now and they now how to solve them.
and even though i realize this, i still dont feel better and i dont know what to do next.
if anybody understood what i just wrote, i would really appreciate any kind of advice. i am very sory if you dont understand what i wrote or if it was too long, but i just needed to blow of some steam.
thanks.
Posted on 07/29/09, 10:07 pm