Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS) Support Group

Sids & Infant Death Survival Guide
by Joani Nelson Horchler
A Journey to Healing Life after SIDS
by Monica Cane
Then an Angel Came
by Carol Gino

All are true storys of family that have lost there beautiful sweet babies...to SIDS.I highly reccomend all of these books to everyone even if you don't like to read. I don't much read either until now, these have given me a glimpse of hope.That i'm not the only one going through this ,and if you are planning on having more children, because Hudson was our first that it can be done...The worst loss imaginable... if only we could get our very one baby that we have lost back...Any of us on here would do anything to get our babies back that we have lost but in reality it doesn't work that way.So I'm trying to look forward and make the best out of life right now.Oh how I wish I had my sparkling sweet pea Hudson back.I do know that my husband and I can try for another one when the time is right.To give our Hudson a brother or sister...That is my hopes.As all of us here our hopes and dreams have been shatterd.But as one friend of mine here on DS said "I have the rest of my life I have to live for too,It's our reality now and we have to do the best we can with what we have got now." Hoping to send a little glimpse of peace to all of you here. I finally got my true glimpse I think this past sunday.I started to read the book Then an Angel came...I'm thinking Hudson wanted me to read it.

Rachel

Missing my sparkling sweet pea Happy Hudson soooo much. I love you Hudson you are with mommy everday.xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo...
Can't wait to see you again!!!
Posted on 10/28/09, 12:10 pm