What is Sudden-Infant-Death-Syndrome-SIDS
Sudden infant death syndrome (SIDS) is any sudden and unexplained death of an apparently healthy infant aged one month to one year. The term cot death is sometimes used in the Unit...
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Monday November 23, 2009
Rambling Stories
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The brain is a funny little piece of equipment. It is responsible for everything we think, do, feel and remember. Sometimes we forget what is REALLY in charge of our lives......OUR BRIAN. You wake up in the morning and all of these crazy chemicals get to decide who you are that day. Happy, Sad, Pissed at the world or Numb. Most emotions fit into one of those catagories. But,....... We have no con...
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Not happy....not sad.......
Just here. Sorry if I am not myself lately, I have just been really tired lately. Tired of crap....I have no patience these days it seems. People piss me off and I just really have no tolerance for bullcrap....tired of hearing about what Hagatha is up to through my sister, don't care. Getting tired of her guilting me, yes she is now guilting me because I do not have...1 Recommendation9 Comments -
has been really good so far... but then on tuesday the 6th my baby sister went into labor and had her baby that night.... and she is still living here at home... and i have held babies since Blaise died and i have been around them but i haven't LIVED with one since he died.... i told her i will help her out as much as i can but don't be surprised if i hide upsatirs AWAY from the baby most...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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So, we had our first sonogran today. Baby Nevaeh, or baby Dylan look great! Heart rate was 171, about 2 inches long, bouncing around like a little jumping bean, it was amazing! I went ahead and schedules my 18-20 week sonogram. The date they gave me is Jakob's birthday, July 11th. I took it, thinking maybe it will give me something to look forward to that day.&nb...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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Well... First off.... I got a rash all over me, I was thinking no... it's not Steven Johnsons syndrome but I ask them, how do you know it's not? And they say, we don't know, there's no way to test for it. WHAT THE F*? So how do you know that's not what I have?? I got up and discharged myself. I never do that. But I was so stressed out at this point, and I didnt want to s...1 Recommendation7 Comments
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Last night I had the most amazing dream about what at first I thought was going to be about my Nick, but no it was another Nick in my dream. It was so vivid and real. I woke up ran to my computer this morning, well no it was more like pregnant lady waddle/run to tell my friend on here that her son was in my dream. I never met this Nick when he was alive but nonetheless I know it was him. It was a...1 Recommendation8 Comments
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Went out to a retirement party last night and ended up going out to a bar for a couple drinks. My fathers cousin was in there and I hadn't seen her in a long time. I went down to talk to her and found out that 24 years ago, she had also lost a baby boy to Sids. He was a 3 1/2 month old healthy happy little boy that fell asleep and never woke up. She caught me off ...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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I'm still having a hard time believeing all this has happend to our family. I have alot of why's and feeling gulity for what I don't know I constantly think that maybe if I would have just checked on her a few minute's sooner I could have saved her. I miss her so much I would love to be able to hold her one more time. But I know that is not possible I just hope she know's how ...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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I am scared all over again in a new way. My husband and i sat down and talked about his feeling but im afraid with us being just over a year married and we have been through so much between both our dads died at young ages and my 3 year old almost died on us in july and then in sept mason left us. it is alot on us. The other scary thing for me personally is am i going to become afraid of my own h...1 Recommendation9 Comments
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I wrote this in my Grief Group, but for those still struggling....hope it helps.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 |
by: tracip
You know you read so many stories, and know personally people who have lost someone they loved. You not being initially affected, say the standard clique , "I am so sorry, or Is there anything I can do for you?". Well of course, you have to say thank you... but inside, you are thinking, (but I actually said this to someone), well you could bring my brother back to me, that would be nice...2 Recommendations4 Comments
