Thursday February 11, 2016
Sinza turned 2 on Jan 14th. I have been away at a work retreat so I didnt get time to come and update my journal. The day was okay, I cried ofcourse..but not as bad as year one. It was more of I miss...
Does anybody else feel like they are failing? I feel this way all the time. Especially today. The guy that I wrote about in my past journal entry, him and his wife had their baby today, and everyone is running around the building showing each other the pictures he sent.
And all I feel is sadness and jealousy...and a bit of anger. Angry that I didn't get to experience all the joy and happiness th...
BTW - when I was sitting in the waiting room at my docs office waiting to have my u/s to diagnose the m/c I already knew I was having (and feeling really sorry for myself) a news story came on the television.
The story was about a young veteran who lost ALL HIS LIMBS! ALL OF THEM! He was undergoing a double arm transplant, which I didn't even know was possible. I reminded...