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Sunday May 26, 2013
Painful Stories
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more bad news. im devistated.
yesterday morning i woke up around 6am and had a lot of strong abdominal pain. then i noticed that i was bleeding. right then my mom came out of her room to get ready for work and i told her. so i called my OB and waited for the doctor on call to call me back. i never met him before, but i told him what was going on and he was concerned because even though i ha...
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9 CommentsAdvertisementwhy is this happening.
why did this happen.
i want to hold him again, just one more time, id do anything in this world. please just make this stop. i want to wake up and have this not be real. how can this be real. how can my baby be gone. why did he deserve this...what did i do to deserve this, any of this...what if it wasnt in gods plan to take him, what if it was something i did. what if i was...1 Recommendation3 CommentsI guess it is about time to face reality. He is not coming back, and if he did, would I want him? What would I do? How could I take him back again? How could I trust? How could I simply look him in the face? How could I sit with him knowing what he is capable of? I simply cannot let him back in. He has deceived me and broke my heart. No one that loves me can treat me so poorly. I wis...1 Recommendation1 CommentHow can I learn to be happy when I just want to drink? I drown my sorrows and I know HE is out there having fun with someone...he is not sad. I am. No one wil ever want me the way I am. I have to change but I just can't right now. God, please help me. It just hurts so much right now. Am I ever going to feel normal again?1 Recommendation7 CommentsI woke up this morning feeling horrible. I have got to get a grip on my physical well being. I feel emotionally and physically drained. I have put on the "Hey, I'm just fine, how are you?" face on all week and I am just tired. Heck, I'm tired of being tired. I have to be cheerful at school during the day because the children do not deserve any less. It is draining to have to fake your well being ...1 Recommendation3 CommentsA short entry, because I need to go to bed. Tomorrow is Monday ( a school day). I am just so mad and angry with myself. I am wondering when I am going to stop this self destructive behavior. I am tired of wreaking on motorcycles, drinking too much, and smoking. That is the reason he left me! Can you believe he said he left because I drink and smoke too much? First of all, that is not a reason to ...1 Recommendation3 CommentsHello all,
Unfortunatly I must say good bye to you all as I have to leave.
I thank you all for your support through some truely horrendoud times - you've been a Godsend.
I wish you well and good luck in all your challenges.
Take care of yourselves.
Rick.1 Recommendation3 Commentsits crazy how a feeling can just overwhelm you within a matter of seconds, out of no where. how emotional pain can make you feel like you're unable to breathe, to have you on the floor crying not able to get back up.
the pain i have right now is indescribable.
because i know anytime from now to my actual due date, december 12, i would have josh in my arms. i was going to have a c-section done...1 Recommendation4 Commentskeeping myself extremely busy around the house is the only thing that im able to do to keep my mind busy. the second i have a moment to myself, i break down.
today i walked into my moms room to feed the bird and right there was the calender my mom and i circled when i was expecting josh...december 12. i remember so well that day we did it. i was in my moms room about 3 months pregnant...getting ...1 Recommendation2 CommentsDay 14
When oh when will I learn... I can not do that much in one day anymore. My back is killing me today. that means today has to be pretty much a down day which in turn makes me think of smoking cause I can't do what I want to do. frustrations are the pits... oh well the heating pad is helping and Tylenol .Tomorrow is another day...so far so good on not smoking.1 Recommendation
