What is Sexually-Transmitted-Diseases---Female
Sexually transmitted diseases (STDs) - also known as sexually transmissible diseases, sexually transmitted infections (STIs) or (infrequently) venereal diseases (VD) - are diseases...
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Tuesday November 24, 2009
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I haven't written in awhile, but have a lot to say, and I do know you all will help me.
I started a new job Monday last week, and I am already being forced to quit before I get fired. Everyone I work with minimizes my bosses actions, but to me they are a crime. Here is what happened to me the last two days. Please feel free to write back and encourage me because I really need...
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Truth: I am up again at 3 a.m. unable to sleep. I remember that night telling myself that I was strong. Well, when someone I knew told me that I am a strong person, it made me feel good. I didn't feel strong the night of the rape despite telling him, "No!" multiple times, and him not respecting me as well as drugging me.
Lie: He kept manipulating me to g...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
I was very frustrated with my mom yesterday. She urked me big time. I am so glad that I do not live at home anymore.
Here is some of our conversation. She is all for our current president and our government, but if she researched and studied what I did, then her mind would be completely changed. I could tell that she was sucked into the media, yet they tell you what you wan...2 Recommendations7 Comments -
Has anyone every felt as if their life was truly a mistake? Like the reason God created you was to be a fuck up so every one else could look like an angel in your presence. Well that is how I feel right now at this very moment. I think of all the mistake that I have made in my past..."the mistake that I have made and would have unmade if I had the chance" as Gia notably states. I try to...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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Sometimes you know I just think about everything I used to be. Before my family fell apart. I was a straight A honor student, athlete, damn good softball pitcher, a size 7/8, standing 5"9", could have gotten scholarships for pitching, music, or academically. I used to perform. I used to sing. I dont know what happened to me. I talk to NONE of my friends from school...unless it...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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im so frustrated! Why is it so hard to find a soul mate! I know its a big order, and yes im having a pity party, I have this battle with God everyday" I say please God you know my hearts desire, I'm ready for your awsome gift and the wonderful life you have for me! Then God says " Noooooo i dont think your ready," then i say "BUt i am re...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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Last friday counseling went well. My counselor taught me a form of questioning with REBT. It is called chaining, and we got to the root of some of my isses on control too. At the end, my computer lost connection, so she sent it to me, and I am trying to find a day to reschedule due to my birthday being this friday.
At work today, I had a panic attack during a thunderstorm when th...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
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MORNING::: Woke up @ 7:00am. Stiff and sore. Now 8:58am and still feeling very exhausted. Been out of some meds for day, for various reasons. Wednesday & thursday was manic. High energy.Very productive, no adjitation. And spilling out inappropriate humorous comments. Sexual in nature OF COURSE. Louder than usual. I am so f*k'n tired!
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Satan has been attacking me left and right ever since Sept. 1 rolled around. I have been having flashbacks galore because the one year anniversary of the rape is quickly approaching, and he has to keep reminding me of it. I remember all the stuff I felt that terrible night, and wish my neighbor dead because of what he did to me. I hate the twerp. I long for him to com...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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I feel like total shit. I hate this stent they have inside of me. I feel so violated and I have to pee like every 5 minutes. I am grateful for all the weight I have lost, but it's coming off faster than I'd expected.. My ring that I had to get upsized before the wedding is now at least a size too big. It's barely hanging on, if the bend in my finger wasnt there it'd fall off.
I fee...1 Recommendation5 Comments
