What is Sexually-Transmitted-Diseases---Female
Sexually transmitted diseases (STDs) - also known as sexually transmissible diseases, sexually transmitted infections (STIs) or (infrequently) venereal diseases (VD) - are diseases...
Join Now
Tuesday November 24, 2009
Painful Stories
-
I went to the doctor and I left frustrated. Here are the positives: no dislocation and no fractures. All he did was an x-ray, and made his diagnosis off that, which was "Post-traumatic stiffness." He did not do a thorough enough exam, or let alone order a CT or MRI to figure out why I couldn't fully get my arm straight or to turn it well. He didn't ...
1 Recommendation
5 Comments Advertisement -
its 9:29pm~
I didnt go to dance class way to tired!!
I was doing semi-ok all day hanging with friends, keeping busy, workin, cleaning, doing this on here; and about an hour ago it hit me again like a ton of bricks!!
Today was our ann......
thats ALL I kept thinking, I just wanted him to text him and say I loved him....but I didnt; I knew he alredi knew I did....and "HE needs his space" but ...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
I feel like total shit. I hate this stent they have inside of me. I feel so violated and I have to pee like every 5 minutes. I am grateful for all the weight I have lost, but it's coming off faster than I'd expected.. My ring that I had to get upsized before the wedding is now at least a size too big. It's barely hanging on, if the bend in my finger wasnt there it'd fall off.
I fee...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
Truth: I am up again at 3 a.m. unable to sleep. I remember that night telling myself that I was strong. Well, when someone I knew told me that I am a strong person, it made me feel good. I didn't feel strong the night of the rape despite telling him, "No!" multiple times, and him not respecting me as well as drugging me.
Lie: He kept manipulating me to g...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
I have a sad update for you. My favorite grandfather of all time, Vincent Bruha died on March 17, 2009 at the age of 82 in Nebraska. He stopped eating and drinking the day previously, which he had bouts of before and snapped out of it, but this time around he did not. I miss him dearly. He taught me a lot about life. Here is the link to his obituary in the North Plat...1 Recommendation2 Comments
-
So I have been reading several books some about BPD and others just about artists. Everyone talks about how mental disorders all play a role in some of the greatest artists and that makes me a little worried that possibly if I were to self-help myself towards being, as society calls it, "normal" would I loose the one thing I love so much about myself?...
In so thinking this I h...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Is everyone oblivious to what is going on or am I the problem. A long time ago I wrote my Suicide letter and well as you see I am still here. Here because everyone tells me that people are out there to help me. Tomorrow is another day blah blah blah. I did what everyone is telling me to do (and mind you I was never the type to take suggestions from anyone nor follow anyone) and I thought the reas...1 Recommendation3 Comments
-
''It is as if my life were magically run by two electric currents: joyous positive and despairing negative -- which ever is running at the moment dominates my life, floods it. I am now flooded with despair, almost hysteria, as if I were smothering. As if a great muscular owl were sitting on my chest, its talons clenching & constricting my heart.''1 Recommendation3 Comments
-
Has anyone every felt as if their life was truly a mistake? Like the reason God created you was to be a fuck up so every one else could look like an angel in your presence. Well that is how I feel right now at this very moment. I think of all the mistake that I have made in my past..."the mistake that I have made and would have unmade if I had the chance" as Gia notably states. I try to...1 Recommendation6 Comments
-
My mama passed away Saturday, November 7, 2009. She battled pneumonia and was in the hospital for 59 days. She is no longer suffering or in pain. She is walking on streets of gold now. She is no longer suffering from MS either.
I will miss her very much!
I LOVE YOU MAMA!
Rest in peace!2 Recommendations1 Comment
