Saturday July 4, 2015
In the last year life has not been so good on us. I got really sick in Aug and I really thought my babies where going to loose their mamma. The lord and lots of meds did there job and I am doing better health wise.
My aunt and her kids had to move out of our house because she wasn't very nice at all. The kids and I felt like we lived with the devil. NOT JOKING!! She has her own ...
AdvertisementWhat do you do when something from the past still breaks your heart. I still breakdown over people I lost and a very special companion I lost 4 years ago. I feel that all of them are still with me in various ways. This makes some of the loses easier but it is still hard. I deal a little better with the people I have lost but I'm not sure why.
I know this is kinda silly and sounds like I am dismis...
My oldest son, Kasiah was shot on Saturday July 5 @ 1-3am, a robbery gone bad. Thank God he is alive and doing well.
However, I cannot believe that I was going to have to bury my own child! I am tired and I am anxious as hell. I feel like I am not going through this and it is all a dream.... My mind, body and spirit could not believe what was happening to me(alone). I could not breathe...