Sexual Abuse Support Group

hang in there. ive gone through those same feelings about suicide not so long ago but now i realized that it is worth living and there are people who care for you. theres always something that can make life at least a tiny bit better if you look for it but suicide is honeslty just horrible. if you just wait a little and try to help yourself by doing something you enjoy and makes you happy and relaxed a big change can come. i admit i still get weeks where i just go crazy again from how terrible i feel but its slowly getting better and it will for you. i hope i helped a little and all the best wishes :D

I can't even hardly remember being a teen. Too many bad things happened. I do know one thing tho. No matter how hard it got, no matter how many times I tried to kill myself, either passively or aggressively, I have always found that there was something around the corner that I am really glad I remained alive for. There are parts of me still that are in despair and wonder what's the use, why bother trying anymore. But to give up, to go there and commit suicide, that is not an option for me anymore. I have vowed to fight and beat this, and to NOT let THEM win. And they win if I die. They then have my eternal silence and they are free, the ones that abused me and the others that abused, to go on and do what they do in silence, and I am silenced and not able to help others to see what goes on it the dark corners of this world. I will fight to the bitter end, or sweet end, as I hope it to be. Some days all I have is hope. Hope for a better world, hope that my quiet voice is heard and can help others, even tho my sphere of influence may not be so big. Keep your hope, Agent, and keep fighting for you! Cause when you win, we all win. When your voice is silenced, something precious will go out of this world never to return. Keep your hope for something better. It's out there for you, if you will just wait and work for it.

Thanks for the help. It is really appreciated.