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Journal Entry for July 2,...
baldrocker Jul 02, 2009
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My Life
I am going to try to work on my sexual and emotion...
thinkposi... Jul 02, 2009
I am going to try to work on my sexual and emotional issues plus my moms physically abuse issues so I will be posting more on the physical and emotional board and on the sexual abuse board. I started already, but it is hard and will continue to be hard so please bare with me. Please guys I need all the support I can get. I have along road ahead of me.
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Journal Entry for July 2,...
Welcome! I'm breakxmexdown, I had to stay...
shineXunt... Jul 02, 2009
Welcome!
I'm breakxmexdown, I had to stay away from my old account thanks to asshole ex boyfriends.
friend me again!
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DiRtY
...What more can i say..I have flashbacks more the...
Broken14 Jul 02, 2009
...What more can i say..
I have flashbacks more then once a day.
Just had another one..And now I'm having a hotflash, probably a panic attack..i wish that some stuff in my past could be undone.. and go away..I feel dirty..contemplating sucide, again..i can't stand men..mmm...i wish that i culd jst tell some1 everything, tell my therapist..but i can't i feel emmbarresed, and dirty..and i...
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still clean
I am still proud of my self that I have stopped cu...
dreamer247 Jul 02, 2009
I am still proud of my self that I have stopped cutting for a week and one day now. Nothing is tempting me to cut. I may be stressed out but cutting is not on my mind at all.
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Journal Entry for July 2,...
Tonight has not been to good. Tomorrow/Saturday my...
Tierna Jul 02, 2009
Tonight has not been to good. Tomorrow/Saturday my Mom and sister Katrina had planned to go to Lancaster, PA. They were going to see a really cool play called "In the beginning", but then tonight Katrina realized that she'd accidentally bought tickets for last week (the day she bought them). And there are no shows till next week, when they both have to go back to work. So they'r...
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Journal Entry for July 2,...
I woke up at 4 am last nigh with the worst l...
jose85217 Jul 02, 2009
I woke up at 4 am last nigh with the worst leg and arm pain i could ever imagine. I cant really explain the pain because i cant.
I always had pain like this but it hardly gets to intence. There was nothing i could do besides pop a advil that did the trick but i still have to wait 45 min.
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Journal Entry for July 2,...
Sympathy. Revenge.. which is worse? Wha...
LittleDawn07 Jul 02, 2009
Sympathy. Revenge.. which is worse?
What's on my mind? A journal. I remember everything except it feels like it's someone else's story that I heard too many times. There's this boy that was there and he was so real and one morning I woke up and I had this empty feeling and I touched my stomach and knew he was gone. I won't ever forget that feeling & to many you may no...
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Yay!
Got my letter stating I have my job for next year....
ThinkHapp... Jul 02, 2009
Got my letter stating I have my job for next year. Although I might be at a different school and don't know how I'm going to get to this new school every morning.
Ugh.
But I'm moving into the dorms for the summer this Sunday which is exciting.
:)
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Journal Entry for July 2,...
Feymaiden Jul 02, 2009
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Journal Entry for July 2,...
so this is my first journal entry. i need som...
shultzy Jul 02, 2009
so this is my first journal entry.
i need something. i don't know what it is yet, but i need something. i think i need something to pull me back, make everything seem real again.
when i was younger, i prayed for dysfunction. i wanted it. it was cool to be troubled in the catholic school i went to. if your parents beat you, suddenly you were jesus. skip math class, go to the counselor. the cool ...
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Journal Entry for July 2,...
I know I said I wasn't ready to leave him, I d...
ChloBoh Jul 02, 2009
I know I said I wasn't ready to leave him, I do still love him.
But whats the use in clinging onto him knowing it was hopeless, when I could be using that time to get over him?
Epifannfdskjdfngkfdnkfjdnhjkfnhjkfgnhkjfgcan'tspellit
LIVE.LOVE.LIFE.
FOR THE WIN!
THINGS ARE GONNA CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!
I PROMISE MYSELF!
^^^^
aww really, thanks.