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I had an experience last evening that left me badly shaken. I was on the phone for about six (6) hours with a lady I've known for the past thirty (30) years or so who is a survivor of childhood, Satanic, ritualistic abuse. She is a recovering sex and love addict, as well as having other issues such as an eating disorder and alcoholism. She is also a "cutter". She has been in recovery since the day I first met her, and she's put together a real good recovery program, and I'm proud of her.

Last night, Halloween, was a bad night for her. A lot of Satanic groups engage in specific cult ceremonies on this night, and she was having "flashbacks" or memories of these rituals. I knew that she had been a "breeder" for a cult (a young girl who is kept pregnant, and the babies she has are killed as a part of the cult rituals), but she had never really shared much of her story with me. Last night, she did.

I will try and keep the grisly details to a minimum, but in essence, what she said was that her father and younger brother had raped her when she was a young teen, and when she was 13, and again when she was 15, she had given birth to little girls who were immediately killed, their dead bodies nailed to a cross, and their little bodies burned to eliminate all traces of a baby. Labor was induced in her on Halloween morning, and by evening, she was ready to deliver. Both little girls were born, and then killed, on Halloween. Hence the "flashbacks".

What I found difficult to believe was the fact that both her father and brother are now in recovery programs (both are in programs for sexual addiction). Yet both are still in the cult, and according to this lady, killed another child last night. Talk about leading a Jekyll and Hyde life!!

Ordinarily, I would doubt this kind of story, but I don't in this case. There are several reason why I don't. First, I have know this woman for years and have found her to be sane and sober, someone not prone to fantasy and/or hallucination. Second, in the years that I worked on the Behavioral Health unit at the hospital, I heard similar stories from hundreds of patients, so this lady's story is not unsupported. And finally, the Satanic cult she was supposed to have been a part of is headquartered right here in the St. Louis area. The cult's activities have been written up in the newspaper on a regular basis, and parents have been warned to watch their children. No arrests have been made, however, for one simple reason.

This cult is run by a Colonel in the U.S. Air Force, and the cult's headquarters are on an Air Force base. Most cult members are in the Air Force, and there is a very good reason for that. If the authorities come nosing around and/or asking questions, the offending Air Force officer/enlisted individual can be transferred out of the country in 20 minutes if necessary, usually to a country that has no extradition treaty with the U.S. A perfect set-up that allows these crimes to continue with no danger of even being found out or caught.

My question to you all is a simple one. Have you ever heard of or known of someone who was a part of one of these cults pretending to be in a Twelve Step recovery program? If so, how were they ever able to get away with their charade? According to my lady friend, both her father and brother go to one or two meetings every week, and no one knows who and what they really are. I find it difficult to believe that they've been able to hide the truth for any length of time, but I'm told they have been group members for over six (6) years. Her father is now supposed to be working Step Ten, and her brother is on Step Nine. How can they pretend to be working the Steps, pretending to be honest about things, and still engaging in this kind of behavior? And how is it that no one has ever caught on to their deception? I just find this whole thing difficult to believe. (All of the information on the activities of the father and brother comes from this lady's younger sister who is still in touch with her mother).
Posted on 11/01/09, 07:11 pm