What is Sex-Pornography-Addiction
Sexual addiction, also sometimes called sexual compulsion, is a postulated form of psychological addiction to sexual intercourse and other sexual behavior.
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Saturday November 28, 2009
Painful Stories
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Well, after a long counseling session last night with my shrink (who saw this coming btw) i decided to finally let the wife know that i wanted ta divorce. I told her that i would be relocating to another town to look for work and build a life for myself and my kids. I admitted to her, which my shrink and a few of you here mentioned, that i had been emotionally unnattached for a while now and was ...
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I keep hearing myself say that a lot lately. I came back to DS, because I'm NOT ok!!! For those of you that know me, and know my situation, I got out of a highly abusive marriage in October, it took a year of planning and scheming and a lot of support from my friends on here to finally make the move to leave... then in December I met the love of my life right here on DS. The past few months h...2 Recommendations8 Comments
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Sat. Oct. 4 Well you know I have been talking about retiring.Hoping Verizon would make me an offer. I got the offer today and I am sooo mad I could pull my hair out. They made an offer but you have to be off payroll by Nov.15 and I wont have my 30 years till Nov. 21. Sooo they screwed me by 6 days. 6 days. The offer was another 76,000.00 dollars on top of my regular pension....1 Recommendation6 Comments
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I never knew my life would turn into what it has become, I never thought of myself as some one that would ever do something against the law, and in reality, It was not my intention, but I did. Now over three years later my life is a complete shamble, I wake up every day wishing I didnt, and I go to bed hoping I dont wake up. Its no way to attempt to live. Im not sure I can ever forgive myself for...1 Recommendation7 Comments
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I know I haven't written a journal update for some time. I will soon. Ijust had to write s short one
today. It is nearing Valentines Day and our local TV station had on the morning news, a special story they are doing on office romances. 42% at some point date or love their boss. It was like a knife went threw my heart again. I turned the station, but sat there as I was drinking my coffee and ...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
So today is my anniversary. He is across town with the old whore he prefers to me. It feels bad, really bad. I thought he might at least...... but that would take decency, kindness, empathy.... qualities that he only appeared to have. I have to learn, to remember that all he ever did was put on an act.
I wish I didn't feel like I do. I wish I didn't hurt so much. I wish every g...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
And I hate myself. I hate my desperation. I hate how my intense loneliness forces me to accept abuse from my partners because the pain of loneliness outweighs the pain of the abuse. He is in Hawaii right now living it up with his best friend. He had sex with someone last night. So did his friend. And as devasted as I am I still want to be with him. What is wrong wit...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
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i just want it to end... i want to move on to better things, and sometimes the only way i feel i'll feel free is to end my own life.
maybe if i was dead i would finally feel better...
be able to dream again... be free...1 Recommendation4 Comments
