Separation Anxiety Support Group

Okay , so yess . he had his BAD times but he has been well behaved since we have been together . He had drug problems & like all kinds of bad things . /: but he stopped . he was on probation for things in the past . He smoked pot again on New Years Eve . because his friends were calling him stuff , talking all kinds of crap on him & hes bad with that so he did it , but atleast he told me . but he got caught . but his porbation officer didnt VIOLATE him for this .
then a couple months later , someone we knew stole a Ipod & told me & Nick (boyfriend) & Nick told the princpal . but she hates him so she suspended him for With Holding Information for 10 days .
that was a violation against probation & he did get violated for that .
then like 3 months later , this kid that was in Nick's gym class stole an PSP (game syster) & blames Nick , which Nick wouldaa told me if he did it . but he didnt . But they blamed him for it so he got expelled for the rest of the year from school . which is another violation against his probation which he did get violated for . so then after iwas outttaa school , we got in this stupid fight & were kindaa seperated & he did drugs (cocain) & got randomly drugtested at probation . they again DIDNT violate him . (btw-he really isnt bad anymore he said he like didnt know what to do without me becuase iwas the one who changed him & he felt like he had nothing anymore because he thought iwas gone forever) & anyways he had to go to court for getting expelled , but the courts were just gonna put him on house arrest or home detention , but his mom was like "No , dont want him in my house." so now he is in a DH (Detention Home) . he was in the one right by the courthouse & he called me & told me from there & he wrote me a letter , but now he got transfered to a different one & his mom has control over who visits him , who he can calll & who he can write or who can write him , & she hates me & my mom & Nick .
so she wont lemme talk to him or any of that .
ihavent talked or had any contact with him inna week .
me & Nick talk all day - everyday usually & now we cant talk at all .
he has another court date set for August 18th .
& then he finds out if he gets out & if not how long he stays in .
his older sister thinks he'll be in for between 6months & a year .
icant go without seeing/talking/writing him for that long .
& what if he comes out & doesnt wanna be with me ?
we're soo happy together , idont know why his mom has to be like this.
& im having major anxiety .

HELLLP !!!!!!!!!!
Posted on 07/31/09, 12:07 am