Separation Anxiety Support Group

I have been divorced for over a year now and every week it gets harder and harder to share custody with my ex. We have a 50/50 custody which amounts to her going every 2-3 days/week every other weekend arrangement.
My problem is I become very extremely depressed when she is not with me and at her father's house. I have tried to reconcile with him but he hates me and has a new girlfriend and her children living with him. I'm great when my daughter is home and we are together but I am becoming more and more sick when she is not with me. I think that I need to go back on my anti-depressants. I just miss her so much and it feels like someone has ripped my heart out of my chest. I've never loved someone so much and the idea of not getting to spend every day I want her every day every day every day. I can't live like this. I get to pick her up in 4 hours and I can't wait. I'm so happy I get to be with her soon.
I think I'm just about to lose my mind and then I get her back. It is this insane rollercoaster that is now my life. I don't know what to do.
C
Posted on 06/28/10, 06:18 am