What is Self-Injury
Self-harm is also known as self-injury (SI), self-inflicted violence (SIV), self-injurious behavior (SIB), and self-mutilation, although this last term has connotations that some p...
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Monday November 30, 2009
Anxious Stories
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I feel so badly. Several people I've reached out to try and talk with me and I have had to ignore them. I haven't ignored anyone because I didn't care,but because I've been very very scared about an upcoming date and a promise I had made to myself. March 12 would have been my mother's 83rd birthday. It's also the 4th year since she's been dead. ...
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I started binging.
I'm so angry with myself.
So... worried.
I'm almost shakey, though i'm not sure why.
I just kept telling myself "go eat, you can stop tomorrow" stupid Claire...
But it doesn't work like that! I just wish for a day where i will wake up and suddenly not have the urge to eat at all, but that day isn't going to come!
I need to realise that.... but deep...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
I feel really uncomfortable right now. I am really hot and I feel like I'm going to sweat. I am really restless and I can't stay still. I think that I'm having night time anxiety. I have not been able to sleep well at night for a few weeks now. I have been really hot and uncomfortable when I lay down to go to sleep. I've been really uncomfortable and my legs and my body can...1 Recommendation10 Comments
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How funny that just yesterday I journaled about accepting myself and today I deserve nothing less than starvation and death. I HATE my fat stupid thigshs. The rest of my body is losing weight while I still hve a butt and thighs and I wish I could cut them off and if it meant bleeding to death to look thinner, so be it. I HATE myself so much. I can't do anything right. Normally I don't men...1 Recommendation12 Comments
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Sacrifice myself? NO WAY! Maybe bend a little? perhaps...
Saturday, July 19, 2008 |
by: MermaidSi...
Hello all and hope you are doing well. This journal entry finds me in a precarious position. Recently, one of the girls who I had been trying to please, who is really a sweet girl, messaged me. She said she was noticing I seemed really sad and not myself lately and did I want to hang out? I was floored. Here I had been thinking she'd been ignoring me, but she went on to explain that she'd...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
I just took a pregnancy test because i was going to get a coil fitted and they wanted a test done first. Well it showed positive. My husband wanted me to have an abortion but i really cant do that. Ive got 2 test left then if they are both posative i am going to go to the doctor to tell them. Im not really sure if im ready for another kid already, i wanted another one eventually but im just not s...1 Recommendation8 Comments
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The best news of the day happened yesterday.I will finally be looking at a new apartment in Wixom Michigan.That would be such a dream come true. Today was not a great day though.Even though I got to spend the day with my good friend and that was fun.Yes I'm talking about you lol There was a guy at my clubhouse who completely intimidated me. We have a strict no bumming policy or suspensi...1 Recommendation9 Comments
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Changing in front of the mirror is a ritual for me.
When I'm feeling unhappy, stressed, anxious, angry (or any sort of emotion, really), I'll spend about 10 seconds washing my face, and then change into my pyjamas. I'll spend close to an hour (no exaggeration) poking and prodding my stomach, thighs, buttocks, calves, breasts, arms. In between, I'll close my eyes, hoping...1 Recommendation11 Comments -
I am really worried about my mom.She suddenly went to the emergency room today.She was going to take me to the doctor since I don't drive but her kidneys are getting worse and she is scheduled for exploratory surgery next week to have a stent put in. She had severe pain today and went in to the hospital. I am so scared for her,I just talked to her and it sounds like she's ok but I am stil...1 Recommendation10 Comments
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Hey y'all, my aunt was admitted to the hospital today. She was having chest pains and she went into the doctor. Her blood pressure was really low and they did an EKG. She had arrhythmia. They called 911, and she was taken via ambulance to the hospital. They did blood tests on her, and they confirm the prescence of a clot. Right now she's getting a CAT scan done. I"m really, really wo...1 Recommendation6 Comments
