What is Self-Injury
Self-harm is also known as self-injury (SI), self-inflicted violence (SIV), self-injurious behavior (SIB), and self-mutilation, although this last term has connotations that some p...
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Need to cut badly *trigger*
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Ugghh hate when its like this. Every inch of me fights whats inside while every inch of me longs for the blade. I don't like it when its coz im numb either. I'd rather cut when I feel entirely. When im numb i go too deep. Nothing matters in the foggy place. Help someone? Need a distraction. Its 3 steps between me and that knife.
Posted on 11/08/09, 09:11 am |
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I dont know if I can offer any advice, but I can tell you that you are not alone and that it isnt worth it. Try to journal to get out whatever is causing you too feel numb. 
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Hey thanks for the advice. I wrote some shit out and i feel a lil better. I think I can stave this thing off at least till morning. Once daylight swings by everything is safe. Night time just makes everything so much worse.
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I def understand night time being worse for bringing out the urge to self harm. That is how it is for me too.
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Yah I understand that ... nighttime is the worst for me for cutting and ED. I pretty much just automatically take a Xanax every night for the last few months just to cope, and that does help a little (at least I can sleep then).
I'm kind of hoping other meds will help more with that. Sorry if that's not much help right now in the moment, but I'm with you in spirit :)
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