What is Self-Injury
Self-harm is also known as self-injury (SI), self-inflicted violence (SIV), self-injurious behavior (SIB), and self-mutilation, although this last term has connotations that some p...
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I dunno how this shit happened. January my depression/anxiety was almost absent but i got triggered really bad and now it is running me to the ground. I have been numb literally for like 8 months i don't feel shit. I tried cutting for the first time like twice a week ago just to feel soemthing now i'm isolated at home and my depression is bad and i have this crazy urge to do it again ahhhhhh. I don't know how this shit happened to me i've never had an urge to do this in my life but i am so numb it's crazy! I am waiting to get treated for my depression its taking forever but i'm seeing someone in less than two weeks but for the mean time what the hell do i do I'm at home and it's eating at me.
Posted on 11/06/09, 09:11 pm |
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I am so sorry you are having to go through this! Many of us can relate to feeling numb, so I am glad you were able to reach out to us here on DS...because we are here for you! I know its hard to see now, but once your treatment starts things should get better. you just have to stay strong until then...and we are here with you until then, during, and after =) Hang in there and keep your head up. Im here if you need to talk . 
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i'm also glad you have reached out here. trust me when i say that the road of self injury is not one you want to take. try to distract yourself by any means you can think of. write out your feelings like you did here. or listen to music...nothing too depressing... watch a movie, play a game of some kind. if you need to talk i am here for you also. hang in there. and good luck.
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