What is Self-Injury
Self-harm is also known as self-injury (SI), self-inflicted violence (SIV), self-injurious behavior (SIB), and self-mutilation, although this last term has connotations that some p...
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For over 3 years, i've cut myself. It's been a long time since i could actually say that i was clean of it. I dont even really remember how to live without it. What i do instead, or what i do to fill the space that i used it for. I don't know, but i'm going to do it. Self destructive behavior isn't needed in my life, yet i've used it as though it were a necessity. It stops here and now. I'm done hurting myself. No matter what, i don't want that anymore. Even if the urges are killer, i will refrain. My mind is set, my words will be true. I am no longer going to let this monster known as self injury gobble be up and spit my out defeated. The more i think about the scars, the shame, and the act in itself, the more made up my mind is. How could i have done that to myself? I let it go so far. I let it swallow me. It WAS NOT my fault. I did not know the consequences of my actions, and i did not feel enough to regret that i did them. My first order of business: rid myself of the blades, and forbid myself to take out new ones. No more temptation, no more addiction. I'm a good person, i deserve more than what i am giving myself. I'm not a nasty, cruel, evil person. I DO GOOD THINGS! No matter what my reward be, if i even get one, i know what actions are good and which ones are not. I learn, i take everything in, i evaluate. Something i am proud of. I'm proud of myself, and the person that i am today. I am happy that i've lived like i have and made the mistakes that i have. I am grateful for my mistakes! I've made them now, and learned the hard way. But in any case, I have learned and will no longer have to face them later. My goal: Self Injury and Love. My goal: Will Be Achieved.
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I may not know you, but I am extremely proud of you and I look up to you. I wish I could be like you, I wish I could make the decisions you have made. You are so strong in being able to do this and I'm realy pleased that you feel able to do this.
I wish you luck in doing this and I am here if you ever need anyone. 
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were all here if u need us i jst started self injuring myself an nver thought i would it was take great strenghth to fight the urge.
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Maaan am I glad I read this. I think I can go to bed now. Thank you beyond what you could ever know.
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Check back on this thread when you are thinking of injuring. Congratualtions and i wish you the BEST of luck in the future.
Self injury is a vicous addiction, and you may have to fight it for the rest of your life. Ive been fighting it for 6+ years, and I dont see that fight ending anytime soon. Its just any other addiction. I beleive you can do it. God bless
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I LOVED READING THIS THREAD!!!Thank you for sharing this!I am proud of you!And this is really inspirational. Its the feelings that I have on my good days, and when I go a long period of time without SI. So Im actually contemplating making this into a cool font and puting on my backround!It definitely impacted my life in a good way hearing someone say this and instill this positivity and determination in readers like myself.
I LIKE THIS!=))))Thank you again!=)))Keep it up...and let us know how its going .
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Great positive thinking!!! I hope that it works out for you!! I wish I was strong enough to stand up and say that's enough. I'm honestly scared to stop. Know that we are here to support you! I wish you luck!!!! :-)
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