What is Self-Injury
Self-harm is also known as self-injury (SI), self-inflicted violence (SIV), self-injurious behavior (SIB), and self-mutilation, although this last term has connotations that some p...
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I feel like a prisoner in my mind. I feel like im in a black hole constantly falling and never able to catch on to something and pull myself back up. im so depressed i want to cut, and i want to cut deep and watch the blood spill. i want to feel alive. but i dont want to screw up. its been 3 weeks since ive cut but the urges are almost unbearable. i feel so empty, so numb. The blade calls to me but i dont want to answer, i want to let it go. but i cant and im scared that today might be the day i give in to the luscious insanity of the monster called the blade. someone help please. any advice would help.
Posted on 11/03/09, 04:11 pm |
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Try to find the strength not to do it. I recently had the urge to cut deeper and spill the blood but thankfully my husband called me right and the same moment and saved me from making a huge mistake. I am here and available if you want to talk. 
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thank you. good thing ur husband called you. i wish someone would call me, but i have no one.
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Just keep going and try as hard as you can to distract yourself. Read, watch TV, listen to music, do whatever. I'm going through the same thing. I want to cut so bad, but I know that if my parents see any scar on my body, I'll be back in the psych ward. Do you talk to anyone? You can talk to me whenever.
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No i really dont have anyone to talk to. And yea im in the same position if i cut again my parents are sending me back to the psych ward. ive already been 4 times im gettin sick of it. but the urges are so unbearable sometimes. thanks for the advice. and yes that would help to talk to you, it seems like you know exactly what im goin through. thanks for being a friend :)
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Just keep going, think of those 3 weeks and think how proud you'd be if you made it to four weeks, a month without cutting.Think of the moment when you realise that you've done a month without cutting and how amazed you'll be that you've done it.
I know it seems hard right now but just keep fighting that urge to give in. Prove to yourself how strong you are, prove to that blade that you don't need it anymore. Keep fighting it and it will get easier. Give me a shout if you need me :)
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