Schizophrenia is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a mental disorder characterized by impairments in the perception or expression of reality and by significant social or occup...
just came to me when i was running... ***~~~...if you cannot find happiness, peace and deal with your present life now, then the sadness, hurtful things of your past, will never heal...~~~*** be strong now, feel love around you, find your strength and believe all other things will become easier to deal with. to start... this is how i feel bout myself most of the time sometimes im happy i think this is...
Yesturday i had to go to the doctor cause i found out some test results that i had done. This all started about 2 months ago when my belly button started bleeding and i could never figure out why but it was embarrassing so i never sought any help...I waited till just a few weeks ago to talk to my doc about it. When in the office he looked at it and said that he's been a doctor for many years ...
Moving, Ilost alot of stuff along the way. and being here I haven't had the chance to get settled really... I fear I will fall. Am I really that smart or am I just observant. Do I just know how to mimic smart people? I hate feeling this way.. Don't feel very helpful just now.
TODAY IS MY 28TH BIRTHDAY AND I AM SOO ANGRY. I FEEL LIKE BREAKING SOMETHING. I AM IN SOOO MUCH PAIN. THESE FUCKIN GODDMENED PILLLS AINT FUCKIN MY LIFE. MY LIFE FEELS RUINED. I HAD ENOUGH. I EXPLODED AT MY MOMS CUZ I JUST HAD IT. I GOT SAD LOOKIN AT HER SAD. I JUST CAN'T GO OUT CUZ OF TOO MUCH PAIN. I AM HAVING NERVOSU BREAK DOWNS. FUCKIN ER CAN'T DO SHIT CUZ IN THE PAST THEY NEVER SO I C...
Some friends joked about becoming lesbians and running away together. I reacted by deleting them as friends and Telling them that I will fuck off now. Then I went to go watch TV with my Nephews. One of my nephews has a thing about figeting with the remote, and doing that he hit a button on the remote that made a menu pop up on the TV. I asked him to put the remote down whi...
i feel so angry and i just wanna say i am fed up with all the bullshit and nonsense. i wanna get healthy and then i am out and about. being sick is making me more miserable. and if anyone wanna say stop having a self pity party well don't read it ok??!!!! i was walking and i just felt amgry at being alone and fucking sick all the time. why do the good people gotta suffer? i was walking cussin...
Over the last almost 4 yr's there has been suspicions that my daughter has cystic fibrosis. About 3 1/2 yr's ago they tested her many, many times and it came back positive so they started treating her, than one doc took another test and it came back negative and that's where everything was haulted and treatment was stopped. Well the question has been raised all over again and they'...
today i rested and slept alot. i wake up with pain. i feel so sad cuz the pain never stops. i wish someday the migraines stop. i am hoping i can go back to school and get a job. i have no social life and it is hard to go outside. the painkillers do not work. i am seeing my neuro doc for my migraines, palatal myolconus. feelin so tired yet restless i am at times. i pray the pain goes aw...
Well my family and i are going on a camping trip leaving this friday and coming back next saturday...well i'm petrified cause my husband can't come with us on the day that we leave cause his boss is a total ass and is making him work for the first 2 days of our holiday so therefore my husband is taking the bus out and meeting us where we will be camping. Well the reason that i'm so te...