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Wednesday November 11, 2009
STORY WALL
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hard to feel when the pain is all over your body. i just get emotionally drained and not being well has had me in the house for 4 weeks. i know better days wil come but i feel so sad that i can ...
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i need help. i dont know what to do, i feel like everything in my world is about to come to a halt and stop. i feel like i am fighting a war and i will end up in another monster hospital.
i'm gonna end homeless in about 30 days or less...proceeding to court process now cause i owe the landlord only $440. and I cant seem to gather it. How RIDICOULOUS is that. I wa...
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So i figured out why i changed my name while reading my new book last nite the auther kinda did the same thing only with her last name, my real name is Anneka , i go by Annie obviously . My abuser jackie would always say my name Anneka and i would cringe everytime someone would say my name, i thought i changed it becuze it was easier to say but know it was becuze of him,and i would alwayz feel so...1 Recommendation2 Comments
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low self esteem beatin me i feel pain deepwhy mise...
lovewins Jun 06, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
low self esteem beatin me
i feel pain deep
why misery
why misery
marbles lost i cant be saved by therapy
legally insane eccentric
i am outta this world so dont try to get me
paranoia anxiety
like hell on earth
so why did they say u go to hell
cuz hell is earth
from birth a curse
of hell impendin doom killin my shell
i see no love but pain
life is like a prison cell
stuck in it i wanna yell
i feel like a baby...2 Recommendations14 Comments -
free of hate and shameyes i wanna be free of self ...
lovewins Jul 28, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
free of hate and shame
yes i wanna be free of self hatred
i get self consciuos
so i need some more confidence
maybe i feel so lackin in self
but god said i love u so don't feed nonsense to your health
can't live to please a world full of people
we can't be all about money
cuz when we do we invite evil
i wanna be free to love
to smile at a baby
to sit on a train
and not worry about ppl lookin at m...6 Recommendations5 Comments -
what is love?what is trustwhat is love over lust?k...
lovewins Jul 24, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
what is love?
what is trust
what is love over lust?
kisses we yearn for
yet we hate ourselves
i guess i am gonna be helpin myself
no i do not need u by my side
i need to find the lost me inside
i feel lost and confused
i can't give u
what i lost
so i will be single
at all cost
til i can feel better
i am about to embark on stormy weathers
i can't fake smile
i can only pray
to see god like on the aisle
he...4 Recommendations6 Comments -
i had a good day. i was walking outside. i w...
lovewins Jun 17, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
i had a good day. i was walking outside. i walked through the bridge. i saw trees. i saw the sun. i saw the sky. i was thanking god within that i had the ability to walk. i had the ability to see nature and i was soo happy!! i was out looking fly with my sneaker pic shirt and my gold fitted cap. it felt good to feel young again. i got myself a fly haircut. i went to the dentist. i also foun...3 Recommendations6 Comments -
how anxiuos can i be before i breaki feel it creep...
lovewins Jan 26, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
how anxiuos can i be before i break
i feel it creep into me like aches and pains
memories cover up my faith
i get eaten up like a dead imprint from the grave
i feel people watching waiting to kill me
my enemies are outside on the streets
they will watch me
i feel the train and buses
are full of people ready to come after me in dozens
wil they kill me after they catch me
no one loves me
anxiety leave me be
cu...4 Recommendations5 Comments -
10-07-08 ...
BipolarPr... Oct 07, 2008
A Day In The Life Of a Manic Depressive
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 |
10-07-08
My first Manic Episode: Chapter 1
I am sitting on a chair at my friend’s house. I was feeling fine until I took my prescribed dose of my meds. The doctor raised them because I was depressed, suicidal, and anxious. The next thing I know I act all crazy. I tear my favorite poster apart and rearrange the letters in the words on my friend’s table. ...3 Recommendations6 Comments -
in pain i walki feel insecure as i walkalready fig...
lovewins Jul 26, 2009
i let my pain determine my insecure thinking
Sunday, July 26, 2009
in pain i walk
i feel insecure as i walk
already fighting bipolar low self esteem
now i walk with a cane
feelin alone and ashamed
at the bookstore i hide my face of pain
behind books hard to even concentrate
i feel out of place
so young so old in age
i feel so lame
yet i know i am good and handsome
i feel all good for a bit
but i feel down more
i will be ok
i will be free
god is great
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Rainy Days Every time it rainsI always think ...
Kev2 Mar 23, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008 |
Rainy Days
Every time it rains
I always think of you
I wonder as the day goes by
I wonder what you do
Rainy days have come
And I hope they're here to stay
Rainy days consume my tears
And drive my pains away
Laying on my bed
Staring at my ceiling
Wondering how you're doing
And how you might be feeling
Rainy days have come
And with thunder do they bring
A way to drown my burning heart
And help my soul to s...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
the aches the pain of lifefeels like the stab of a...
lovewins Oct 16, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009 |
the aches the pain of life
feels like the stab of a knife
i bleed inside
loneliness makes me dead
so i cry instead
then i feel numb again
i can't seem to be my own friend
i lost my senses
loneliness kills my defenses
breakin me to pieces
i feel shitted like feces
i am done
i just dont feel the sun
i feel darkness as i run
i feel fucked and drunk
like i had 2 much rum
i feel dead walkin in a cold world of ...2 Recommendations5 Comments -
materialism is that wisdom?all i see is wannabe mo...
lovewins Jul 04, 2009
Saturday, July 4, 2009
materialism is that wisdom?
all i see is wannabe model chickens
why is that?
cuz we need attention
to go out and be dressin
like we all rich and sexin
when most of us are ghetto residents
no one talks
everyone is text messagin
i see no love existin
but evil laughter and eyes so masochistic
their demons just a persistence
to go after the innocent
i am not impressed
to be with a woman
just cuz she is a cute one
i...3 Recommendations4 Comments -
pain loneliness stressedpain in my neck headstress...
lovewins Jun 01, 2009
Monday, June 1, 2009
pain loneliness stressed
pain in my neck head
stressed so messed up
i feel like i am not in touch
i talk but i am dyin within
i feel like a lost soul
i do my best
i feel so much unrest
i cant get what i want
the pain is so deep
i cry weep
ashamed of me
why did i feel so weak
i do not even know me
walkin shadow
pain so narrow
self conscious
alone feelin like i am spiralin outta control
deep nightmares so scared
anxi...2 Recommendations5 Comments -
I like this song for the same reasons I like...
Chuggerna... May 24, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008 |
I like this song for the same reasons I like Michelle Featherstone
Just lay it all down. Put your face into my neck and let it fall out.
I know
I know
I know.
I knew before you got home.
This world you're in now,
It doesn't have to be alone,
I'll get there somehow, 'cos
I know I know I know
When, even springtime feels cold.
But I will learn to breathe this ugliness you see,
...2 Recommendations5 Comments
Saturday, June 6, 2009
low self esteem beatin me
i feel pain deep
why misery
why misery
marbles lost i cant be saved by therapy
legally insane eccentric
i am outta this world so dont try to get me
paranoia anxiety
like hell on earth
so why did they say u go to hell
cuz hell is earth
from birth a curse
of hell impendin doom killin my shell
i see no love but pain
life is like a prison cell
stuck in it i wanna yell
i feel like a baby...2 Recommendations14 Comments -
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