What is Rocky-Mountain-Spotted-Fever
Rocky Mountain spotted fever is the most severe and most frequently reported rickettsial illness in the United States, and has been diagnosed throughout the Americas. Some synonyms...
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Monday November 23, 2009
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So I've been back to work for a little over a month now and it feels as if I haven't had a break in years and I need one. One day I think that I can do this and the next day I am sure that I can't and am ready to give up and go home again. I know if I go on disability again it will be for good and I don't think that I am ready for that but I can't shake this inadaquate f...
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Don't talk about what you don't know. You've been part of this family for, what, three maybe four years? You don't know him like I know him. And don't tell me "people make mistakes". Raping me for 10 years was not "a mistake". groping me and staring at me for the last 6 years was not "a mistake". her hitting me might have been a "m...1 Recommendation3 Comments
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We got possesion of our rental property back today and it's trashed. all the carpet, every room all the walls the only thing that doesnt need disinfected torn out, and replaced are the ceilings. They actually left dog crap on the floor in one of the rooms. the carpets are stained and shredded beyond repair. the walls are filthy they didnt even so much as sweep. after we wash the walls down th...1 Recommendation2 Comments
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besides the fact that my hubby has been an absolute rock lately as we prepare to move back to our rental property in order to "downsize" and save money. He has basically packed the entire house! I wake up this afternoon, after two or three days of increased fatigue, knowing full well that I am in the beginning of a full blown relapse. wonderful. we should be moving in the next few days....1 Recommendation2 Comments
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He's not going to trial. Once again there's "not enough evidence". Fuck. Ten years of rape, six more years of sexual harrassment/abuse and what does he get? Nothing.1 Recommendation2 Comments
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i know i should tell. I know i need detox and rehab. but i'm so scared. it's so much easier to stick with the way things are. but that's life, yeah? i know i should get help ASAP. I'm scared of being even more of a screw up to my parents. I'm scared of detoxing. I'm scared of who I'll meet doing rehab. it makes me want more ativan. how fucked up is that? thinking about...2 Recommendations1 Comment
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All my stress symptoms are going off at once- my chest hurts, my shoulder is painfully tight, my ear is bright red and radiating heat. Why? Well this morning I recieved an e-mail saying that while my status at school was no longer "academic dismissal" it is now "academic suspension". I can't start classes until the grade comes up. I'm so freaking out. Luckily my aunt a...1 Recommendation1 Comment
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was debating on posting in one of the groups but dont want to start a venting contest. Im just a little pissy right now. wondering wtf happened to my former self. I know Lyme took her and they ran off but..... ran, Ill never catch them , I cant do that anymore. used to walk and run and bike. Hell Id fall off the damn bike before Id make it to the corner if Id try it now. Lyme destroys lives . it ...1 Recommendation1 Comment
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So I got an e-mail from my mom. In response to the letters I sent. My dad's reaction of course is to let my mom take care of it.
Daddy and I were hurt to read the version of our family life that you have constructed. However, we both love you and want to see you become an independent and happy adult.
I am disappointed that you won't be coming home for a quick visit next weekend but you need...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
I hate getting told to forgive my parents- especially my father. "Forgive their short-comings", "don't hold their mistakes against them". Since when is being a rapist a short-coming and over 10 years of abuse a mistake? It makes me so mad. Especially when it's people who don't believe me when I tell them what my dad did to me (like my grandparents).1 Recommendation1 Comment
